I'm sorry for your loss. Such a personal loss so close to a holiday is rough, as it will be a consistent reminder.
Several year ago, my dad died the day before Thanksgiving. Now, I don't even recall the actual date, just that it was the day before Thanksgiving.
A couple of things:
If you don't have a pet, I recommend getting one. Companionship and something to care for can really help.
Something the geek in me has found oddly comforting at times is the idea that time is an illusion. Everything is happening now. Past, present, and future are like frames on a film: they all exist concurrently but our perception is limited to "the present". So, if the theory is valid, dad is still alive and well, just not here with me in the moment I am currently experiencing.
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