OP did not disappear and OP is still here, don't you all worry now.
I now know the reason and therefore I am no longer devastated.
I will be updating this as promised on why it had happen so others can take note and learn.
We used to be a team of workers where they were working with a couple of my domains to gain traffic while I worked on other stuff - One of these videos from a couple of years ago (2017 or so) got found today by this model and that's it.
That was a different time back then. Back then I did not mind/understood much, now I do fully understand more on how everything works. It's been some time ago. It's a mistake I've let happen in the past came up to creep me up in the present. Just a FYI we don't do any stuff like that anymore.
Yeah I know, It's my fault. You can freely give me shit if it makes you feel good
Chaturbate is an amazing platform. Don't play with fire I guess.
Even if you are a newbie and still learning, try and start to learn the right way. Because stuff you've done back years ago can come to haunt you back.
Good day y'all!