this decade thus far can go fuck itself far as I'm concerned
lost my dad at the end of March (same day as my eldest cat, double whammy)
spent most of yesterday just sobbing and reading and blazing like a mofo. and cuddling my cats
@Rochard and SBJ, my sincere condolences. I know how it feels
my friends wanted to be with me but I felt guilty as most of my friends grew up w/o dads (death, desertion, incarceration). with privilege comes pain
they wouldn't us to cry tho, focus instead on happy memories. thru the pain we were lucky to have them while we did
much love to all
and PS Thor's a cutie
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