Originally Posted by SharkAttack

It caused a brain disorder in me. I lived in south phoenix for 7 years in a "gentrified" development surrounded by ghetto/section-8 type people. There was a convenient store on the corner where the ghetto people would pull in with their bass blasting while pumping gas or go inside the store for 5-10 minutes while leaving their car stereo blasting. Then there was the section 8 housing on both sides of me who would literally point stereo speakers out of their apartment window and blast hiphop for hours at a time. My walls were constantly shaking, I couldn't concentrate on my work and it was rare to get more than 4 hours of consistent sleep 7 days a week. Cops didn't give a fuck at all.

After 7 years of this I was at the point where I had mapped out a plan and several firearms prepared and loaded waiting for the day I would make the city a bit more quiet. It had completely turned me into an angry, vengeful, lunatic. That was probably one of my lowest points in my life.