Hey there,
Soooo... sorry Dugmor, I'm totally fucked and I can't make any money in adult anymore, I cannot even make $1 a day online at this time, no matter how hard I try. I'd pay you back the $88.88 for my 8888th post, but I don't even have $88 to my name. I should have bought crypto the last few years, but I followed my heart and did a ton of art instead, finished 2 books, made those music videos showing how rough Canada has become. Dumb ass me thought I could actually get some positive attention for my creativity and open some doors, but society has very little use for an artist like me these days and I've had to find that out the hard way.
Another compounding problem is that I can't get any videos listed on XVideos because you need the performer names, and I can't get the stage names for performers for Duke Dollar's sites, so I can't get my compilations posted.
So I guess this is probably my last post as I am 46 years old and have to apply for minimum wage jobs in Canada and I don't even have shoes without holes in them, nor do I have a working vehicle so I'm going to have to walk and hitchhike to anywhere that can hire me, but why would they hire me when they can hire a 19 year old Indian who pays for their job? My psychological well-being is totally fucked as I just sit at my computer 16 hours a day and cannot even make $1 in 16 hours. Turns out, getting banned from all social media means you probably can't live as an artist because who is even going to know who you are?
Despite being the most creative and one of the smartest people, I'm unable to fit into society in the post-COVID world, so this is my resignation from the online world I guess.
I'm a total failure and I should have bought crypto, and despite all the millions of dollars I made, I'm now going to have to work a minimum wage job next to 19 year old Indians because there is nowhere I fit in anymore, either online or offline. There is nothing to even work on because I can't sit at my computer for 16 hours a day anymore as the psychological pressure is just too much and I can never get a break from being inside, because I have no money and no vehicle, and there is nothing around where I live. So maybe I'll go live as a hobo under a bridge for awhile, I dunno.
12 days left of Nifty Stats and Tube Site Submitter, I'll be going down the Nifty Stats program list and asking program owners if they'll let me make compilations of their shit in hopes I can squeeze out even $500 USD in January if program owners would be so kind as to let me make compilations. Maybe I'll even make rent, but that's doubtful. 2024 Canada is a very difficult place for anyone who doesn't conform, so I think my luck has finally ran out and this is it, I'm finished in life. As far as any other computer work goes, I don't think I'm capable anymore of using my brains to make money, as being stuck inside my mice-filled, leaky roof shack for 16 hours a day with $0 has completely sapped my brainpower and creativity. If you cannot even afford to leave your house, it is impossible to reset your mind from feeling like you've completely failed, so you just end up sitting back at your computer miserable and unable to function at all. I can't take out a loan to get my vehicle fixed and back on my feet because I had to use a loan to escape Vancouver during COVID when I was fired from my jobs for refusing the "vaccine" and I couldn't even make a living, so I defaulted on those loans and, of course, I have terrible credit and had to move into the middle of nowhere. I know I could be really successful if I had bought crypto and could sell some to fund my creative endeavors, but this looks like the end of the road for me. The dream is dead.
Well, it was a good run, see you at the McDonald's drive-thru, if I could be so lucky to even get a job at McDonald's!
