Stop whinning aand pick yourself up!
I did after my second divorce : broke , barely making rent ... I did get an IT job at 16$/hr ..... and a third of my wage was garnished by the tax department .
Took a 2nd job as salesperson at Aventure Elecctronique .
Built my self back up , made fiancial decisions with what I saved ( not putting it back in adult , but in real estate ),
Today, live in a 450K paid condo, have a 400K paid condo in DR, maxed out CELI, FEER and some CPG and shares.
Survived cancer last year,
So pick your self up and take whatever job is available ...
... and stay away from dope and booze
Good luck man
