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I believe you may have ADHD, undiagnosed high functioning autism and one of the worst case of procrastinating I've ever seen. You basically procrastinating yourself to death.
The alcohol is bad too, but I know very functional alcoholics so that ain't your cause, likely a coping effect for the fact you keep creating imaginary things that have to be done first before you actually do anything else, thereby never doing anything ever and drinking about it all while blaming everything and everybody else.
I just buried a woman a few weeks ago that had the same problem. Sad, but y'all made a choice to fail and avoid all solutions, and nobody else is going to take blame for it. The hard truth is once the show is over, everybody else's life will go on, and your self-induced life of misery till death will all be in vain and forgotten about.
Please look in the mirror as a man and get your shit together. That girl needs a dad and will be blaming you for not having one... not COVID masks, not Trudeau for being a lib, not rich GFYer's who wouldn't financially support your addictions, not Reddit for banning you, not gay people for being gay, ect... She will be blaming YOU, as a grown ass man that made his own choices.
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