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Today is the aniversity of the loss of my elder brother.
It was 9 years ago he died of cancer.
A young person who I respected not only as a brother but as a friend.
Bill died of pancreatic cancer.
I sat in the cancer wards for at least a year.
When you pray for someone to die so their pain is eased you learn a lot about your life and yourself.
I have been an aethiest for years and still are to this day.
His death was a truely beautiful thing.
His eyes lit up and he smilled (absence of pain I guess).

So 9 years down the track life has moved on for me and mine.
I get really pissed when i hear people nocking my world.
I have been to a cancer ward,I have been to hell.
As my R Kippling
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
.. With sixty seconds' worth of distance run
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
R.I.P
Bill