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Originally posted by Ganjasaurus
dont really know who to talk to about this... called a few friends that know him but...
One of my best friends just shot himself in the head and ended his own life. I really dont know what to think as I cry while typing but he was truly an inspiration to me and I loved him. This just happened within the past couple hours and im shaken beyond recognition. I really dont know what to do or think. He was such a happy person??? wtf?? i dont get it. ... Im DYING here. 
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Sorry to hear this man. The sad thing is that mostly when this happens people who get left behind fill their minds with questions...... WHY?
Don't try to explain it, don't try to find the reason, certainly not with yourself.
A friend of mine did the exact same thing a few years ago. He also seemed very happy. What was going on in his mind? Was there a part of his life we didn't know about? Was he looking for help and we didn't see it? All those questions kept going thruw our heads but we will never know so we stopped asking.
Don't look for the answers...... it would only put alot of weight on your back.