Carlito

Would it be BAD for me to pack my shit and disappear without telling any of my family, or best of all - my significant other?

I am so tired of dealing with stress, drama, and the mere fact of knowing that there is always someone that wants to talk to me or otherwise use my time.

I cannot leave the girl, because she will kill herself, but if I outright disappear she wont have any reason to feel guilty like... I didn`t like her because of *whatever* stupid fucking reason that most girls think a guy dont like them. I am by far the best thing that has ever happened to her, in terms of working out her depression from her childhood insanity, and paying ALL of her college bills, but I am tired of it. She wants to move in together and I dont want the headache. I just want to work on the internet without her making me feel guilty because I work in adult, and I just want to collect checks and be successful.

So, where do I run? Where can I get broadband and easily setup a life for around $4k - this is considering I dont eat into any funds that I NEED business wise.

Like I said, I can`t tell her anything without her feeling guilty, so I need to just move the fuck away and only take my computer and underwear.

This is my solution to suicide, run away from the BS and stop getting old so damn fast.