JDog

On October 6 it will the 4 years since my grandfather passed away. And I'm still not over it because he is the only person in my family that ever thought I would be successful, and I am for being only 21 successful in my views and his views (I believe).

But the thing is, I left California to go to Tucson for my Senior year of HS, and lived with my cousin because I couldn't live with my mom anymore and there was no way I was gonna live with my dad in a hotel. So i talked the both into signing gaurdianship papers to give gaurdianshipt to my cousin's! But my Grandfather didn't really like my cousin, so I never said goodbye when I left, I figured I could see him at Christmas when I came back out for holiday. But he passed away 2 months later!

And the thing I regret is a day before he passed away, I had a intense feeling to call him. But my cousin's didn't have long distance - and he yelled at me my Junior year for calling him collect. So I didn't call him. That is the only regret I have in my life, and probably will be. But I know the next day he was watching over me, and that made me feel good, because of the events that happened and how the whole next day layed out, he was watching me and my cousin and her husband!

Thank you in advanced for any thing you say! And thank you for reading if you read, it just feels good to tell people how I feel, a I feel that this board is a good board!

jDoG