I don't know, I guess it's because the only person that believed I could be something, and the only one that knew I sould be successful - he always said I was gonna be the millionaire of the family -

But I tend to be what he wanted me to be and I often wonder if he would want me doing adult. But it pays the bills and it's fun 11 months outta the year!
I actually do writings and poems - yes go ahead guys call me a pussy for some of them - and this one was one that I wrote just last month. Go ahead and look at others if you want, just click back to go to the main page:
http://www.phpscriptsforsale.com/?maina=poem&pid=39
for other poems
http://www.phpscriptsforsale.com/
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