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Old 10-29-2003, 12:03 PM  
footguy
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Join Date: Oct 2002
Location: FL
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You ain't kidding.

I feel fine physically but the mental anguish is starting to show I think. If it isn't one thing it is another. The server is down, the models are flaky, there is nobody you can really talk to about all of it...... it is a drag. Let us not even start with all the government crap, CC companies, Acacia type issues etc.

What really kills me more than anything else is that I have lost countless tens of thousands of dollars simply because I do not want to tape any nudity or explicit type material. Yet, I wind up being treated in the same ruthless fashion. Just as an FYI, I am judging nobody.

I like feet. I turned my longtime fetish (Jeeeeez I hate that word) into a small business. Is that so freakin' wrong?

On the flip side, when I was a computer network instructor things were pretty bad as well. The office politics are simply unbearable and the travel was killing me. Not to mention the piss-poor attitude of those in the classes that had been sent there for free by their companies. That really killed me.

All in all I think we are non-conformists. While the Internet was greeted with such fanfare, they quickly realized that people had a little too much freedom and they are now reigning it in. Just remember that a war was fought for a 4% tax and now we pay 20-30% and we are supposed to smile?

We also live in a society where $$ dictate whether you are right or wrong. 30 years ago being gay was a pretty big problem. Now that they have banded together, everyone is tripping over themselves to appear gay-friendly. Nobody is adult webmaster friendly.

People in Japan and many southern european countries smoke like crazy. Their life expectancy is no lower than in the US. Not plugging smoking here but there is a lot to be said about working and worrying all the time. Why doesn't the government ever advertise that?

And how much money have all the dorks spent on education over the years? The situation is going from bad to worse. Yet they want to repeal the tax cuts and spend on education simply because the masses are buying it..... Not knocking education, just saying that we are being tricked into thinking that $$=better educated people.

"They" are part of the accepted system. We are not. So while I appear to be writing a novel here, I do not think it is all that odd that you don't feel good. I just wanted to elaborate on some specific points as to why this may be true..... for me at least.

Thanks.
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