at this point in my life I don't care.. in the industry, not in the industry it makes not difference. All I want is a woman that will accept me for who I am and what I do.. AND not play fucking mind games with me like ever girl/women I've met and/or been with in the relationship sense since I was 14. So, 15 years of mind games.. Gets pretty fucking old. They say nice guys finish last and I'm starting to believe that considering the mind games I've been through. Being a nice guy is all good but it has gotten me nothing in the last 15 years. but, unlike many people I don't get all depressed and shit about it because that will not help matters.
I mean there's gotta be at least 1 honest woman out there but it's not any that I've met or been with unfortunately. It seems to me that most women SAY that they want a nice guy but in the end they actually want an asshole.. Or so it seems.. seeing as I've been dumped for a guy that treats her like shit, beats her and wow she marries him lol.. ah well.. c'est la vie
Sure, I work for myself, I'm confident (not arrogant or conceded) and I'm not an asshole unless it's called for BUT I have a leg disability which of course only gets worse as I age and it's getting worse at a fast rate (no cure) and I'm sure that in most cases that's what make women say "fuck him".
ok, I'm done LOL