Good for you BP!
Even though I promote a gambling site, I hate to see people piss away their life and their life's savings on gambling.
Small time recreational gambling (like Bingo

) is OK, but when you get into the big dollars, it's a serious problem.
I have promoted online gambling sites since 1997, but I rarely gamble myself. I hate to lose money.
Hang in there. I've heard that gambling addiction is harder to kick that drug addiction. Don't give in!!!