ive lost my grirlfriend with this kinda work

i working in a night club as Dj 5 days a week (8pm to 3am) then doing my web stuff when im back from work going to bed around 6-7 then get up about 12-13h shed working during the day so she was back for dinner about 5pm then im going to work aroung 7h so we have been in this situation for about 6mouth ..she left me for another guy (a father son of a bitch, rich because his dad is rich you see whats i mean) ive the biggest love sadness of my fucking life crying for almost 2 weeks and turned deperess for almost 1 year!
shes was so cute and and somuch a hot lover

ive lost her i was shocked..and i work with her(shes barmaid at the club i work) i see her eveytime with her new boyfriend it suck a pain in the ass this situation..
then now i feel pretty good but i still missing her..but
fuck ive meet some other nice people since we separated:-)
but this web pron job are so much a time consumer..its almost turn to obssession sometime..
TTiger