The keyboard was a GIFT from Darren. That's all, and dammit, it's a nice gift that I really appreciate.
As for the laptop, the only reason it got mentioned was because someone had marked it off on my wishlist but I didn't get it. I just unmarked it, thanks, move along. There is no reason to call me names or try to make me feel bad about this. Christ, one of these days I'll learn to not confide in people.
Move along, this shouldn't have been posted, the thread should die, and it should well be over. I'm sorry it had to go this way, I wish it hadn't.
Again, thanks to those who cared enough to donate, you'll never know how grateful I am. Thank you to Brad, thank you to everyone. Fuck you to the haters, clueless accusers, and name callers.