Last year I had a very, close family member who tried to commit suicide but failed. She was found right on time and brought to the hospital to empty the stommage. She took a hand full of pills because she was fed up with life after some fucked up shit our family went through.
Reading this makes me very sad, I don't think you can talk like it this way at all. It's all fun and stuff until it happens to someone very close to you.
