Shit Adsproul, I can't say that I'd every agree with you, but what has to be important to you is what YOU think.
I mean read about the Netherlands, up until the late 60's porn was a no-no, then they decided that was silly and legalized ALL forms of porn except CP. Everyone knows that the ole NL is where to get the animal stuff or any weird stuff you want. What not everyone knows is they have one of the lowest incidences of sex crimes in the world. Compared to us puritans in the US they have almost no rape.
The reason I mention this is I'm hoping to make you change your mind rather than have to get a normal job ( and ruin your life)
I mean I started it for fun. The Hun and Tommy and Greenguy were my heros, they're celebrities to me. I wanted people to know my name (well, my handle - although I don't keep my name a secret) I wanted guys at the watercooler to tell the others about how my site kicks ass.
I really had no idea there was a possibility of doing this full time. To me it's a hobby that i get paid for. There's no way I'd stop, I'm still doing it for the reason I started it. I want an audience.
Think about what Humbolt said. Look at all the guys that work 50 hours a week and when they're 50 they realize they missed out on most of their lives, and the lives of their children. That'll never happen to us, we get to enjoy the days. The thing is if you don't enjoy it you might as well find something you do.