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Tough decision since I'm not in your shoes. Before you decide ANYTHING...get all your ducks in a row. Get all your medical facts straight, get second opinions, etc. Don't accept what one Dr. has to say and base a life or death decision on that.
There is help for those without medical insurance. Contact your DPHHS/Welfare Office or whatever. If you don't have insurance, there are other options besides suicide.
I think leaving your son with a legacy of you killing yourself. vs. leaving him with money is a no brainer. He will be less screwed up being poor than having memories of a father who killed himself. But you need to do what is right for you. Just look at all the options, look at all the resources out there and don't make any rash decisions. And least of all, don't make a selfish decision. The one's left behind have to suffer the most.
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