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hey smutcash,
if you think you look fine, then that's all you need.
i think i look fine too. i gave up a way long time ago trying to be some friggin body type i was not meant to be. 15 years ago when i decided to accept that i was a chunky girl and was meant to be a chunky girl, i stopped gaining and losing weight. i have weighed the same and measured the same for all that time.
i'm sorry i had to get mad at winter. it's just that that person came in and immediately slammed a post that i had designed as a way to humorously suggest that the fat chick thing not so humorous to real, actual chicks.
i know where i am. i am in a man's world. but i also know something else:
without us women...these men would be nowhere.
i tolerate a lot of shit like bukkake and slams on model's characters and a general mysoginistic attitude in this business. if i were 20 years younger, i would be bitching up a storm. but now that i'm older i know better. i know that that kind of attitude works when one is young and unwrinkled and cute. it don't work so well when i am now considered an old hag. so, i try to make my points with humor.
one of the main reasons i come here and stay here is because of what i think the whole basis of the amateur pages concept is. i believe that lensman has a healthy and honest respect for the average woman. to me, AP is the anti-teen anti-barbie oasis in the middle of a derogatory world of porn.
i like dirty pictures. i don't like mean spirited dirty pictures.
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