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Originally posted by strats
I was flaming in my first post,.. it happens a bit : \ .. I just see myself where I am now, and see what Is required for me to be a a better man, and Its just huge  thats why im frustrated I guess. I want to provide, yes, and (dontknow for sure) I wont get into a relationship unless I have a solid, 'correct', foundation built. By correct I mean I was raised in this culture (im22) and what I learned and saw around me growing up is very different that where I want to be. And Where I am now and the location which I see as 'correct' are so far apart like I said. And I apologize for my flames, I do that sometimes.
Basically, yes, I want to be a better man, and See it is difficult. Ok, im going to be quite now, I already wasted enough of your time.
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Ok, I see now.. your ideas are admirable, wanting to be prepared before you commit
and the flames .. no problem on that, I find myself doing that sometimes too.. it's hard not to do that when you're confronted with it here all the time ;)