welp, i guess that is that. Was a good girl, just didn't have all the pieces together. Tragic in a way, were together in the same city but apart for the last 9 months at different colleges.... took its toll, AND THEN she stated that she wouldn't be living in my hometown this summer for various reasons. Me being there and rebuilding the relationship obviously wasn't priority enough, so this decision basically ended it for me.
all whats left is a memory...
And a little advice to the ladies out there.
1. Do what you say, and say what you mean.
2. Don't listen to Britney Spears.
3. Act your age, act appropriately when it is needed.
4. Don't do any real relationship half-assed, odds are the guy wont.
5. Don't act like Beyonce, but don't act like a helpless baby either.
6. Truly understanding someone takes years, be patient.... understanding is the key to longevity.
Thanks for the venting opportunity GFY.
A Dispirited FF