I'm so sorry to hear about your grandpa, Jenn. I'm sure he must appreciate your energy & love around him right now. Hope he has a speedy recovery.
As for the contest, I know it's been taking a lot longer than expected, but I'd vote to let you pass on to the next round. Maybe do 9 girls instead of 8? You're a fierce competitor & deserve to be in it down to the final 4, IMO.