14. What was it like living in a webcam house?
It was like intense psychotherapy. Very quickly I had to get to a mind state where I was at peace with who I was.
At first I tried to ?act cool.? I would be aware of my posture and what I said. But that was EXHAUSTING. Finally I had to come to a place where I said, ?I believe I am a good person and lead a life of love.? If you glance at the cams for a second, you may catch me picking my nose or saying something stupid, but if you observe my life as a whole, I believe you will see I am being true to myself and my ideals.
What was crazy was that the audio was far more intrusive than the cameras. I had to train myself not to say phone numbers outloud for example. But it also taught me to not gossip or speak ill of others. It is a good lesson to never speak out loud what you wouldn?t say to someone?s face. And when you live in a cam house, you never know who is listening.
pic from Webcam house backyard:
