Fuck did I miss it??? Who started the competition to see who could get the word opt-in posted most? What's the prize?
You gotta love someone who's to dumb to see that there's no such thing as a true adult opt-in list with 30mil addresses. Hmmmm....maybe if we say it slowly to him....
E v e n - i f - t h e s e - w e r e - r e a l - a d d r e s s e s - t h e y - a r e - n o w - s p a m - b e c a u s e - y o u (and all the Russian spamming bastards) - h a v e - s o l d - t h e m - o n.
You're selling a spam list. It's plain to everyone except yourelf it's a spam list. Why on earth try to pretend otherwise?
Why not just say 'I've a spam list for sale'. You'll find taking that small first step and admitting to it, is the first step on the road to recovery. We can help! There is hope! I will put you in touch with a group of ex-spammers I know who have managed to stay clean for months. They will give you advice on how to come off of spamming slowly so the withdrawal symptons aren't too bad.
Alternatively try
www.spamanon.com. I believe they hold weekly meetings in most areas.