Come November 5th it will be 10 years since I had heart problems diagnosed and they were talking in terms of months for me. But with mainly diet and exercise, from 6 months until about 3 years ago, I actually lived almost normally. Unfortunately I have gone downhill a lot since then and my biggest fear now is that I will keep getting steadily worse for a long time yet or take a sudden dive that will leave me completely unable to cope for myself. I have my fingers crossed for quick and quiet at the end
