Originally Posted by AlienQ

I wonder if I even have a family myself, but again you have no idea about my family. I do surround myself with porn, I work with it on a daily basis, I involve myself in the industry rather than HIDE what I am or deny it. Is that some sort of problem? Am I "Addicted"? LOL!

Are you ashamed at what you wish ya could be?

Sounds like it.
How a real pornographer lives his life is not a shameful one. Infact I must say since I made the decision when I was 18 or 19 I have never looked back, there is nothing else I would rather do for a living.