Intrigue

earlier today, i posted this thread and i'm still not having luck, but i realised what pisses me off the most about my situation is this: I don't ask for handouts, i don't ask for shit, i wouldn't take a handout as it kinda goes against my character. But i DO bend over backwards, take alot of shit, work long hours, and even give some of our customers a sizable discount (also known as 'eating it') on some projects, just to help them out. Yet in my time of need (bad times for alot of people i know) no one, NOT A FUCKING SINGLE person, is there to help me out, in any way. I've done alot of quality work, for alot of people (not just nobodys, i'm just not mentioning names) w/ alot of cash, and every one of them i consider friends, partners, etc... turns a blind eye on my problems. To those of you that have (hopefully not all of our clients get offended by this, i only mean certain ones, and trust me, i'm sure you know before you read this rant if your one of them, if not hit me up, and i'll let you know ;)) ... anyways as i was saying, to those of you that turned your back on me, and have forgot all the shit that i, or my company have done for you, FUCK YOU. I take care of those that take care of me, and i'm easy to get along with, but i have a long memory, and when i'm back ontop, and one of you worthless fucks need something, go choke on a dick, because i'm gonna remember where my loyalties lie, and who was there for me when i needed (no one yet, any takers?) And i'm gonna take care of them. For all of the jerks that have left me in this position, and will not even make any form of gesture to help me out, i hope you choke on a cock, and get what you deserve, you know i've been there, now WHERE the fuck are you?

Intrigue

what, no thoughts / comments?

NoCarrier

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Can we have a shorter version

Intrigue

First: I wasn't aware paragraphs and what not were all that important, my bad i usually stay away from my normal language lawyer like behaviour in casual environments, chat, im's, forums, etc...

Second:
the short version

Due to 'summer slowdown' as some call it, getting dicked around, etc... I'm in a really tight spot. I'm willing to work (program, etc... whatever i can do, mainly program) to get out of it.

I do alot to make our customers happy, and they claim they're friends, etc... yet not a single one of them WILL (it's not a matter of 'can') do anything for me, won't give me work (some are outsourcing now) or any sorta break.

And basically i'm feeling kinda fed up with taking they're shit, frustrated, stressed about my problems. and killin myself to make them happy, and always getting fucked in the deal, so i decided to post here and vent.

Intrigue

I gotta go and check on a few things i am tryin to get goin. but i'll check the thread later for any responses.

BTW:

If anyone wants to form a long term business relationship, w/ a professional programming firm, that does pretty much everything, who delivers on time, and over your expectations, and will do whatever it takes to make things right if they're wrong. Leave a message here w/ some form of contact info, or send me some mail

brandon [at] phpmonkey.org