Epassporte Has Shown Me My Failing with my Soberity.. Failing with Life..
 

This whole epassporte thing has really got me down. After the Anal Hobbit run arround from ATM to ATM trying to withdraw money all I have been doing is drinking. (yes i am a clinical recovering alcoholic )
And unfortunatly I live a busy life with my kids Ive been driving. With them in the car.

Yesterday I had a horrible binge. I drank all day long. And I drove to ATMS all over town yet once again. (even after knowing full well this was probably an anal hobbit trick) The only one positive good thing from yesterday was I knew better than to put the kids in the car this time. This time (although it looks bad) I left the kids at home. Even though they are only 3 and 5 and it looks bad it was a good move in my part not to put them in a car with me. Last week pucking them up from school after drinking and running around to ATMS in the epass freenzy really put a huge cloud of guilt over me that non of you could understand.

IVe been crying all night. I dont know whats wrong with me. Why I went back to drinking after 5 years. But I do know im never putting my kids in danger again.

Never.

whoa. heavy.

you are doing a good job on TNA, Vince...keep it up...

hmmm,how much money you have on your epassporte account?

drive to taco bell, that always made me feel better after a bender.

that is sad man ....but show must go on...and I think that you will get your money

my guts says your a classic troll

You are one of dozens doing this now.

The damage to lives will be irreparable in some cases.

Time for some meetings and to get friends to help you.

Hi boneprone.

Jesus, don't you have ANY other money but Epass?

get a fucking grip... you haven't lost your money yet. no need to cry about it now, save it for later if things turn to shit.

There is no good reasons for drinking for a clinical recovering alcoholic.

if this is sincere and I have no reason to believe otherwise then 'Thank you' for not putting your kids in danger. Shame on you for putting everyone else in danger. Please call your sponsor and get the help you very much need at this point in your life. Things will get better but it is time for you to take that personal responsibility and each day as they come.

good luck to you Vince

looks like anal hobbit has a new nickname

Agreed...

my guts are in agreement with your guts

You're a weak individual, don't blame it on ePassporte...

nobody is putting the bottle to your mouth at gunpoint.

being drunk is your choice, but you should be fucking jailed for driving drunk.
you think life sucks now, wait until you do time for killing someone on your drunken cruise.

1. You said earlier that you had $250 in Epass, it's money, yes sure, but it's not endless and unrecoverable amounts. You can make that money again.

2. Why would you have alcohol at home if you've been sober for five years? And if you didn't have it at home, where did you find the money to buy new alcohol?

3. Where do you find the money to fill up your car? You said in the earlier thread that you used up half the tank by going from ATM to ATM?

fucking pull yourself together you fool. people like you can't handle their alcohol so just stay away from it and get used to the fact you'll never have a sip again.

It wouldn't be so bad if you were to drink a 40 and sit in your backyard, but your dumbass has to go driving around town WITH YOUR CHILDREN in the car. unbelievable man

You have $240 it there? Are you kidding me? Is that all you have in the world, $240???

it's boneprone. lol.

only for 240$ ???

Indeed. If anyone else, but bonepro did this shit they would have long since had their fake nicknames blocked.

Funds are IN MOTION, please don't panic!

you're trying to get sympathy by telling us you're a drunk who puts his kids lives and others lives in danger, while driving around drunk? I think it's time for you to take a bottle of sleeping pills with that next bottle of liquor you put back.

we all have choices, grow the fuck up and make the right one for once in your life -- i've come from a rough background and have absolutely no sympathy for the weak.

if you are out drinking and driving again today pick me up some wendys i am too hammered.

all this for $240?? you probably spent this amount for booze already since you started drinking again...

+1

I dont feel sorry for you at all.

Let me know your address, I'll send you over a case of your favorite booze.

Come on now, I dont know if this is some troll here but if we assume it is not a troll what does it matter how much money is in his account? And how is it relevant how much he needs the money. There have been far too many times in my life where I needed money badly. There was one point in my life that I had $17 in my hands and that was it for a week's worth of groceries for me, my wife and my new born son... sure it was 20 years ago but that is not a feeling you forget.

If this guy is for real then cut him some slack... if he is not for real and just a troll then he is truly a disgusting human being. I dont know that he is and I am not so quick to jump to any conclusions

cut slack to an admitted ongoing drunk driver?

not me.

hard to feel any emotion towards a fake nick.

Yeah I meant cut him some slack about the amount in his account and how desperate he is to withdraw the funds. I pointed out earlier in the thread that the whole drunk driving thing is putting everyone else at risk... he def needs to get his shit together if everything he is saying is true

if this one is a fake nick I will feel some emotion about it... oh yes I will hahaha

if he is for real cut him some slack... ive been known to hit the bottle at times of stress it ain't pretty but it is a coping mechanism of sorts.... clearly he is depressed as i am prone to be as well and thats not a good state...

my advice is just try not to get too drunk and drive... and don't drive with other people at all...

250? This isnt about the money, you just want a reason to drink again. Go fuck up your family and loose your job so you have more reasons to drink.

well, he can sell the car if he needs money and buy cheaper one...sell some domains ,sell some biz..if there are hard times then extreme measures need to be taken...hitting the booze after 5 years is the worst thing to do, especially if you have kids...