Alcoholics.. Do you have "drinking days"?
 

Ever since I stopped being a daily drunk, I still know when it would have been a drinking day. Where my brain kind of shuts down and thinks alcohol alcohol alcohol. It's like my brain does not want to do anything else. It wants me to drink.

And it could be a great day, a horrible one, no rhyme or reason to it. But it happens maybe once a week, sometimes every other week, sometimes it is a month between them.

But today is one and ... not drinking feels like I am a fish out of water .. still getting use to this.

Knowing one day drunk can make me lose everything - just as it has in the past - knowing how disappointed everyone would be - that keeps me from doing it

But what do you do on a sober drinking day?

smoke marihuana mateeeeeeee

What were you drinking?

how much?



where is the limit between ok and becoming an alcoholic?
to know where I stand

You should ask do you have "undrinking days"?

Yo man, use to blackout drink every god damn day after I got out! ` Use to drink a case of beer and sip on jack like it was nothin! ` Bar fights, locked the fuck up, catchin cases left and right. `

Keep the beer, booze in the closet. ` Betta to want an have, then want an not have.` Had this vodka 3 weeks aint open it up. `Debating on whether to bust open the smirnoff devil, or make hot chocolate. `

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:2 cents:

That is hilarious, and ironic. I hadn't watched sanford and son in weeks and it is one of my favorite programs. I was watching it a couple of hours ago. I hadn't had peach snapple in months and just had some yesterday.

Then here is this guy now posting as you big dummy with peach snapple in response to my thread. . .

That is eerie. What are you all up in my shit spying on me? LOL!!!

Shut up, Marion. It's not cute.

It is not you brain telling you to pick up that drink, it is your addiction. :2 cents:

I used to be a pretty heavy drinker, but replaced it with Kratom.
I bet it can help you too since you're posting about alcohol 50% of all posts you make.

I've mentioned Kratom in ~3-4 threads you've posted, have you tried it yet?

If you do something other than fixate on the thought, it passrs in about five minutes.

Go clean out the closet. It will pass.
The next time, wash the dishes. It will pass.

Also ninety in ninety has worked for millions!

You're talking about erasing addiction triggers and perceived craving time length, right?

I read the threads most of the time but can't remember you posting that.. what is it?

hell yeah, some days I walk around with a devil on my shoulder and all he says is "you have to drink today, you just have to..." and he doesn't stop until I am drunk... bastard!

Diarrhea of the keyboard seems like the OP's real problem.

Shit just keeps spewing out.

Triggers? Being awake was enough trigger for me. I'm taking about go clean out the closet.

Alcoholics.. Do you have "drinking days"?

Yes, they're called everyday. :drinkup

I drink on the weekends

and where else do you think addiction resides?

I have thinking days equally brutal

Sometimes you just gotta have a cold beer :)

I drink everyday. Not to the point of being intoxicated.

Growing up around alcoholics made me not care much for alcohol and the problems that come with it.

Finland everyday is drinking day

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Dig it, I cut back a lot. Mutha fuckin ptsd kicks ya ass! ` I aint tryin to hear 24/7 pharmasuticals I need once in a while. `When the ptsd dials me up, I bust me open 1 or 2, maybe 3 or 4. `

Not really nope. Hangovers are worse than ever now.

i cunt afford alkyhole... :(

I like drinking at night by myself when everything for the day has been done.

I stop myself by taking some crushed up melatonin and make myself a nice dinner.

probably not the thread i should post this in, but anyway. I picked up bacardi oakheart the other day, and it's so damn good, perfect to mix with coke... so smooth, i love it.

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Now i want to drink,lol

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kratom

You just the dry leafs from the Kratom-tree. The effects are like Tramadol but it isn't a real opiate. It's still legal in the US but I'll bet it'll become illegal soon. It'll make you feel good, takes away anxiety, depression and so on. But it wont make you act like a retard unlike alcohol. It also gives you a boost of energy.
I think it would help you with your alcohol-cravings...

It was made illegal in Sweden ~2 months ago so I cant use it anymore. :(

There's several sorts of Kratom, I recommend that buy buy small amounts of Bali, Thai and Indo and try what you like the best. Bali Kratom works best for me.
Dont buy extracts, it's just a waste of money. Dont use too much Kratom it will make you feel ill and the good effects wont increase, it will just give you anxiety, 1-2 teaspoons of dried leafs should be enough. The effects will last about 4 hours.

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"drinking days" - all the time

Recovered alcoholics know that they can't safely take one drink. Who knows where that drink will take them? If they are honest with themselves, (which is difficult for an alcoholic) drinking for one day could lead to many more days, or weeks, or years of suffering.

didnt wanted to drink today, but made a webpage for my friend, faster than we thought, so lets get some slivovice, 50.5 alcohol, yeah come on the ride

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Yeah that stuff is fantastic. I was introduced to it one night drinking at the Bat Bar which is a private bar inside Bacaradi's headquarters in Bermuda. Fun place to spend a Friday and everything's free. :thumbsup

yeh i agree, wtf?? :1orglaugh:1orglaugh

Straight the fuck up! ` That you tryin to get work done on ya boy?
Faggot ass fuck! `

I used to drink a lot that I got quite bad anxiety.

lay off for a while, but still when im bored i just want to go to the shop and buy some beers. Hard to say no sometimes.

An your background on the matter is what besides bein a fuckin troll.
What cha doin here bro, Launch a 12 step board, call it cracka barrel 12 step `

That is something I never understand. Alcoholics all over on both sides, but never saw my dad take one damn drink. Yet I am one.

Ah, I see
Well if it is related at all to weed.. I tried weed 3 or 4 times and it made me scared and murderous.... But it sounds nice and mild.. I should at least try it

Learning a few months ago that secret about the ONE has kept me straight. . So many times I could just have one. Many times. Learning that the big deal is that I can never be sure which ONE will lead to ONE HUNDRED really helped me.

I'm not one who will end up doing it for a long time because of one bender, though. A bender usually wards me off of it for a long time after, now. Which I know is odd.

I take a drink, that drink takes another drink, then the drink takes me. One MIGHT mean just one, but more often one means one bottle.

So now that I know I can't have just one, the problem is how to make sure that I don't one day, eventually, believe "I'll have just one" for a moment.

i want a fucking cold beer :( tecate'