Back from my appointment with
 

...the heart specialist. Not encouraging news and now have to have more tests. I am really getting tired of this shit...so I am giving some thought to my options.

Do all of us a favor and call this guy's charity clinic.

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Need more details man.

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I hope they got a thorough look, from the bottom up.

So basically you're considering suicide.. because any other option would have been discussed with your doctors/specialists.

You need mental help.. and I'm not trolling

Go visit a therapist before you end up offing yourself :2 cents:

^^^^Worst advice ever.

Pathfinder, just put a shotgun to your face and call it a day. :2 cents:

What were the results? My recent echo was somewhat encouraging since it showed that my heart increased strength somewhat. He still recommends a defibrillator implant, but I'm near the number where that's more optional than strongly recommended. I've decided to put it off and check again in a few months or so with another ultrasound.
I think since you spend a lot of time alone that you should do what they recommend before you are too weak for open surgery of any kind.