Porn does not make me euphoric any more...
 

It was almost the most impressive thing when I first saw it.

It was almost -I repeat, only almost- as euphoric as seeing a beautiful girl and thinking of falling in love, while being a teenager.

But it does not make me feel like that any more. I miss that emotion... Although I miss more to fall in love as a teenager, as an adult it is not as intense.

Now the closest thing to euphoria for me is what I feel with some strange music, but it only lasts a few seconds, not even the whole song...

Making pornographic websites is not very fun, although not as fastidious as a "real" job, it is not as fun as working in writing a love letter being young.

The worst thing is that I am not really old...

Your euphoria nowadays should be from making money from it! There's few better feelings in the world, in my opinion. Leave the porn euphoria to ones who are giving you leads and/or revshare. Stay focused on the $$$ and keep your eyes on the prize. :thumbsup Porn euphoria is fleeting, whereas money is only fleeting if you allow it.

Yes but not all porn :)

I think having a drive to make more money and to elevate yourself financially is a great thing, but if you ever experience 'euphoria' from it? Seek help.. ;)

Oh, and porn doesn't trigger a euphoric response, it is primal.

sounds like you just came in a old sock. don't worry there will be better days ahead.

same here

not all the time, but there are some girls that still turn me on

Thanks for writing this. It is exactly what I need to think about.