Goodbye GFY
 

Hey there,

Soooo... sorry Dugmor, I'm totally fucked and I can't make any money in adult anymore, I cannot even make $1 a day online at this time, no matter how hard I try. I'd pay you back the $88.88 for my 8888th post, but I don't even have $88 to my name. I should have bought crypto the last few years, but I followed my heart and did a ton of art instead, finished 2 books, made those music videos showing how rough Canada has become. Dumb ass me thought I could actually get some positive attention for my creativity and open some doors, but society has very little use for an artist like me these days and I've had to find that out the hard way.

Another compounding problem is that I can't get any videos listed on XVideos because you need the performer names, and I can't get the stage names for performers for Duke Dollar's sites, so I can't get my compilations posted.

So I guess this is probably my last post as I am 46 years old and have to apply for minimum wage jobs in Canada and I don't even have shoes without holes in them, nor do I have a working vehicle so I'm going to have to walk and hitchhike to anywhere that can hire me, but why would they hire me when they can hire a 19 year old Indian who pays for their job? My psychological well-being is totally fucked as I just sit at my computer 16 hours a day and cannot even make $1 in 16 hours. Turns out, getting banned from all social media means you probably can't live as an artist because who is even going to know who you are?

Despite being the most creative and one of the smartest people, I'm unable to fit into society in the post-COVID world, so this is my resignation from the online world I guess.

I'm a total failure and I should have bought crypto, and despite all the millions of dollars I made, I'm now going to have to work a minimum wage job next to 19 year old Indians because there is nowhere I fit in anymore, either online or offline. There is nothing to even work on because I can't sit at my computer for 16 hours a day anymore as the psychological pressure is just too much and I can never get a break from being inside, because I have no money and no vehicle, and there is nothing around where I live. So maybe I'll go live as a hobo under a bridge for awhile, I dunno.

12 days left of Nifty Stats and Tube Site Submitter, I'll be going down the Nifty Stats program list and asking program owners if they'll let me make compilations of their shit in hopes I can squeeze out even $500 USD in January if program owners would be so kind as to let me make compilations. Maybe I'll even make rent, but that's doubtful. 2024 Canada is a very difficult place for anyone who doesn't conform, so I think my luck has finally ran out and this is it, I'm finished in life. As far as any other computer work goes, I don't think I'm capable anymore of using my brains to make money, as being stuck inside my mice-filled, leaky roof shack for 16 hours a day with $0 has completely sapped my brainpower and creativity. If you cannot even afford to leave your house, it is impossible to reset your mind from feeling like you've completely failed, so you just end up sitting back at your computer miserable and unable to function at all. I can't take out a loan to get my vehicle fixed and back on my feet because I had to use a loan to escape Vancouver during COVID when I was fired from my jobs for refusing the "vaccine" and I couldn't even make a living, so I defaulted on those loans and, of course, I have terrible credit and had to move into the middle of nowhere. I know I could be really successful if I had bought crypto and could sell some to fund my creative endeavors, but this looks like the end of the road for me. The dream is dead.

Well, it was a good run, see you at the McDonald's drive-thru, if I could be so lucky to even get a job at McDonald's!

:smilie_we

Come on, man . . .

Quitter.

There are tons of opportunities out there, you're not looking in the correct places or properly because your head isn't in the right mindset, stop panicking about income and start looking at simple ways to make money... ChatGPT offers a world of possibilities...

We cant lose you man

But you have alcohol bottles all over your floor. :1orglaugh:1orglaugh:1orglaugh
You are not talented, you are not creative. You are just lazy ass bum who thinks he is. You know why they would rather hire 17 year old Indian kid? because he will be at work day in and day out. He is NOT going to beg for money in public and act like its everyone else's fault. He will grind his way, go to college and by the time he is 40 he will be a doctor or own a "Gopal Inn" motel.
Smell the concrete, crybaby. And stop PMing me. Im not giving you a cent. :2 cents::321GFY

There way worst situation than you, you still spoiled and just don't know or can't see what you have. Just breathing this morning should motivate you to do better and go get what you want period. 46yrs lol come on man. Anyways I don't know why i care but as a fellow Canadian you gotta stand up my man, to many opportunities out there cant be wasting time on tears.

Good luck. ✌🏾

I don't know what to say.
This above...

You are mean

Whoa is me attitude and blaming everyone else for why you chose to do something nobody wants as a job is all on you bro.

Pull yourself up by your bootstraps and get a fucking job.

I am honest. Fucking 46 years old drinking and smocking away his life. There are refugees from Vietnam who arrived here in their 40's and built their lives from nothing.

I spoke to Kiana at Duke Dollars they got your email and stated again that they're not allowed to post stage names to avoid piracy

So why can't you find a porn name generator and use that name instead? or better yet - why not use another tube site to post your videos on?

First, Lol.

Next, stop blaming Canada and everyone else. I live in Canada and so do lots of other porn pervs, we are all doing well. Blame yourself.

Next next, I reached out to you in the past and offered to help you out. No charge at all. You didn't even bother to PM me. The invitation is still open and always will be, but you have to get off your ass to reach out man. Like PublisherBucks says, there are tons of opportunities out there. Like Anal Paste says.... um... nevermind what he says.

I am sending you my phone number. Stop being such a bitch, and call me.

You should have taken the money you made and invested it or opened up a local business. My wife and I have opened up two local businesses that have done rather well. I've also been investing money since I was eighteen. We will be fine when we hit retirement.

Damn that's dark. I live in Quebec City - where the women are hot, the weather is cold, and the foreigners only come for selfies & bounce. c'est pas so bad ici bredren maybe you need a change of scenery :thumbsup

Would you consider getting locked up? You never know who you'll get to share a prison cell with... might be some smart successful man who'd teach you his ways. Also, dependent on location, prison can be great for detox.

I was going suggest him about taking the route of petty crime (and the invariably getting caught part) in a private conversation . . .

Stop whinning aand pick yourself up!

I did after my second divorce : broke , barely making rent ... I did get an IT job at 16$/hr ..... and a third of my wage was garnished by the tax department .
Took a 2nd job as salesperson at Aventure Elecctronique .
Built my self back up , made fiancial decisions with what I saved ( not putting it back in adult , but in real estate ),
Today, live in a 450K paid condo, have a 400K paid condo in DR, maxed out CELI, FEER and some CPG and shares.
Survived cancer last year,

So pick your self up and take whatever job is available ...

... and stay away from dope and booze :2 cents:

Good luck man :thumbsup

I'd stay away from marriage on the first place . . .

With the US to CAD exchange rates right now, why are you not grinding??

grunt work.

Did you ever post a portfolio of your video editing work? That is one of the most sought after skills at the moment.

It is offensive for you to tout your creativity and intellect as the mostest. Lots of creative and highly intelligent people on this board have tried to help you.

If your complaint is that you can't be as well paid for your hobbies as for work, that is the way the world was always set up, not just post-pandemic.

Have you talked to a doctor about possibly having long covid, if your personal situation has become so dire since the pandemic?

What did you do with all the money?

King Mark said to tell you he's is disappointed in you but he wishes you well.

See see for one last try:thumbsup

Sad to read your post.. :(
I sent you a private message, let's get in touch and I will try to help you somehow.
I am not that active on GFY these days, and don't really know you but you seem like someone who deserves a helping hand to step forward. I can probably give you some hints on how to survive as a clip cutter, so, just email me or find me on Skype (if you find a kazakh account seacrhing for me please just send over your ID and I will ad you - I am not the kazakh guy there)

Peace

Where are you in Quebec, I am in Old Quebec right on the old port. :thumbsup

Was pretty much where you are in 1996, add in on the wrong side of a door with bars on it, and stripped naked because I tried to hang myself with my clothing. When the blackout wore off I realized i had hit my bottom. Crawled out of the bottle, and walked away from my personal hell.

Just passed 28 years without a drink, completely changed direction of my life.

Point is if my pathetic ass can do it, anyone can. See and Admit the problem, resolve to give it up, take help where it is offered. LOTS of great people in the rooms of AA, great people willing to help others for no reason other than to help.

AGREED 100%:thumbsup

Damn that's cool as hell mista. Did you go to hackfest this year? Def some value there. I'm gone for a bit now, working across the pond for the next couple quarters but am pumped for apartment hunting when get back. pm if can for pointers :upsidedow

your problem is you kept doing the same things hoping for better results but being an adult affiliate is dead and has been for a very long time. it stopped being something anyone could do and make decent money at it 15 years ago at least. I bought domains instead and make a living selling them though I wouldn't recommend trying that now.

Huggles I pointed out and gave links to you in a thread a while ago about all the government assistance for money that you can get. I don't know why you haven't taken advantage of that.

Use My Self Serve to assess your eligibility and apply for assistance from the B.C. government. If you can't complete the application online, call 1-866-866-0800

https://www2.gov.bc.ca/gov/content/f...for-assistance

Rental assistance

https://www.bchousing.org/housing-as...e-programs/RAP

and a variety of places here

https://askanadvocate.ca/assistance-...me-assistance/

https://vancouver.pathwaysbc.ca/service_categories/12

I understand you don't want advice but rather money from people - these links will help get you money and food plus clothing.

You can also find tech jobs in BC too

https://www.bctechjobs.ca/
https://ca.indeed.com/q-it-l-british-columbia-jobs.html
https://www.ziprecruiter.com/Jobs/Te...ayout=2pane_v2

There are many resources for you that I know can help. IF you're depressed someone can do it for you

9-8-8: Suicide Crisis Helpline
https://www.crisiscentre.bc.ca/get-support/

Mental health and substance abuse
https://www.bcmhsus.ca/about-us/getting-help

coming on here hoping someone is going to send money is easy but that's not how life works. You have to find it in you to pull your shit together an start making calls for yourself and your future.

Fuck, that sucks. But anyway,

See you tomorrow.

:1orglaugh

I'm not entirely sure about that. Figured he'd have replied at least once by now.

or assuming he just created another handle and went with that

Well, the good news is your guy Trump won and the red wave is here to finally save you from da libz and their masks.

I don't think he would give up that join date and post count and start over rebuilding his "reputation"

Sounds like more work than he's willing to put in.

I can't even

Quitting isn't the best thing to do in IM.

Make 20 push-ups, pull-ups, sit-ups, squats and hyperextensions
For 20 days

I bet you will become a different person

Yes it is... I sent him $88 !

In any pile of shit, there is always a golden peanut. The fucking stooges, yeah! I saw them in Detroit, the summer of 68. They managed to get through one song, before Iggy exploded. Good times with the MC5 and Iggy and the Stooges. Those were the fucking days! Nothing like that now and that's too bad, this was real Detroit punk, not that fake British punk. These dudes took no prisoners!

Sorry for your troubles, Huggies!

why not $89?

Why not $69 eh?

why not $420? :rasta

Well... that was embarrassing!

Thanks for all the support and even the criticism, being able to talk shit from the hip is a godsend in such a mostly-sterile online world. So after I virtually pants'ed myself with that insane and embarrassing first post, I decided to do the automotive version of the same thing. I spent my last bit of cash on a $850 Canadian ($590 USD) 1999 Dodge Stratus. It's a purpley-blue, everything works including the heater! Chrysler's cloud cars are totally underrated, it handles like a dream! Misfire on cylinder two, need some new spark plugs. Anyways, I needed a car to get life going again, as my two other vehicles that I bought during COVID are totally fucked and broken and need to be sold or scrapped. My daughter misses me, and I need to get down to New Orleans to spend time with her and my family while they’re being snowbirds. Buuuuuut... I can’t just show up piss broke with no plan or hovel to return to.

Because I am basically an injured hermit with a hernia in the middle of nowhere, I've been using ChatGPT as my therapist. I talk to that electronic fucker all the time and I think it has helped me understand more about the how and why I am both so retarded and creative. We’ve been working through my mental health struggles and lo and behold the idea of selling off things that carry emotional baggage from the COVID years has been the best idea AI has given me yet. My broken cars, most of the shit I own, I picked them up during COVID and these things are like soul anchors I don’t need, and letting go of them is part of mentally resetting. ChatGPT also helped me realize that what I really need to feel like myself again is time with my kid where I'm making a positive difference in her life. Her spelling is atrocious, it is the worst irony for someone who has called himself a writer.

Spending that time with her is how I can reset my mood, rebuild my optimism, and repair the drive to actually participate in society again after the nightmare of COVID. I've been unable to put that era behind me and my mental health is just ridiculous as a result of being unable to move on. After this trip to New Orleans, when I come back to Canada, I want to feel fucking prepared for my hernia surgery(I got injured doing day labour gigs) and motivated to go all-in on my online business(es) afterward. I just need to find some momentum again as working on trying to build a video game and put Dugmor's likeness in Unreal Engine 5 when you can't even afford to go visit your kid is just stupid and fucked.

Since my stupid fucking post, I bought a car with money I saved from only getting blackout drunk once a week instead of half the week, but I also took old notes and writings I had and I’m launching ModernDatingHelp.com(Will have it online soon), starting with a book on the dating habit of ghosting. I know a lot of people offer dating guides or dating help, but mine will have its own little twist on things, and each e-book is tailored to a particular situation, like getting ghosted or when to ghost someone, and how to turn luke warm dates into friendships to expand your social circle, for example. I want to buy Reddit ads since sooooooo many Redditors rant about dating constantly. Who knows it if will make money or even help people but I have to think positive about this shit. I've always had tons of social skills in dealing with ladies and setting up cool events and attracting friends, so maybe I can make money passing some of my tips along. Fuuuuuuuck!

But right now, I need to get all my COVID shit sold and start healing my fucked brain. First step is... I need another fucking phone. With a phone, I can sell my stuff, document how fucked up everything is, and keep moving forward. Just don't ask what happened to my last phone, double fuuuuuuck!!!!

If anyone’s feeling the holiday spirit and wants to help me out, whether it’s for a phone, fixing my car, or just getting one step closer to seeing my kid, it would mean everything to me. PayPal: [email protected] now that I have a CAR to actually get anywhere, I just need to hustle some sort of light duty delivery job, or chicken catching on a farm, while I work on selling all my shit and make this spiritual road trip journey to go see my kid, come back to Canada and get my hernia surgery, and while I'm recovering from my torn gut muscle getting stitched up, hopefully then I'll be in a mental headspace to really work online again and be able to give Dugmor the value for his $88.88, which I feel like a massive asshole for ruining the 8888th post with my retarded struggles and bullshit. Sharing my creativity on here with you fine people is something that brings me a ton of joy, but I can't let that creative side of me shine when I'm derelict in my duties as a father and feeling totally mind fucked as a result of that.

Thanks for coming to my TED Talk!

Merry Christmas, GFY'ers, may 2025 bring us all good fortune! :pimp

You fucked up, as I predicted, over a simple, minescule milestone post . . . the sympathy for you is long gone.

You did it on yourself being an obnoxious person.

XXX Jay V 2.0

Crack is expensive in Canada :2 cents:

I lost everything resisting the COVID "vaccine" after quitting porn, I was happy to work with disabled seniors and my 9-5 health and safety job... but if you didn't take the "vaccine" here in Canada, your jobs were taken from you and you were banned everywhere online if you spoke out. For nearly a year I couldn't even get a job washing dishes, and I didn't want to go back into porn, I had already quit it once!

Add in the draconian censorship during COVID, and now I can't make money online with my art and personality because all my social media was banned, and without having bought housing or crypto, my options now are basically minimum wage jobs or jobs I'd have to put in massive effort for, which, at this point, I'm not in the mental headspace to care enough about.

I know I'm more talented and charismatic than most people on GFY, I've just been unable to get any momentum going in the post-COVID world. I have lots of ideas and goals that so many of the millionaires on here lack, but with none of the resources to actually start the projects. Meanwhile the millionaires on here do nothing cool that I've ever seen. Just "buy stock, watch line go up or down" is the limit to people's entrepreneurial spirit these days.

You're a faggot anyways, I might be dead poor and totally fucked, but at least I'm not a fucking faggot like you.