im having a terrible night
 

but how are you?

tired, ready for bed.

:( sorry to hear that, i just came up with a great idea!

jDoG

Hope its nothing some Krys cant fix

Crys can fix everything, can't they?

jDoG

Sorry typo I was trying to be cute but it came out wrong

I'm having a terrible month...

I would say "misery loves company' but fuck that....I'd rather see and hear of people having a great ass month...


:glugglug


on an up note, a bottle and a half of merlot later and I've almost forgotten my ill luck

:thumbsup :thumbsup

yea shit i want to hear some good things im feeling pretty whack right now

generally im an eternal optimist on some level but sometimes life is gay and u gotta charge it to the game

Why's everybody so down this month? Is it doing terrible for you?

jDoG

lifes just a bitch sometimes

i miss high school and the feeling of being immortal and carefree

i miss not givin a fuck

i miss ignorance

Welcome to the place you'll never leave.

3am here, very tired
gonna hit the sack right now

gnite, and hope you feel better YTC :thumbsup

but you're a tru G.. gangstas dont have terrible nights like this

think about how bad ass it'll be when you become the next eminem :thumbsup

the odds of that are powerball-worthy

music industry is such a clusterfuck which is why i dont get my hopes up

need big connections or something

I think it all comes down to skill. I've never heard any of your shit, but I'll tell you, you would have it by now if something were'nt missing in your style.

There are 3 people I know about that are regs on this board that have big connections to the industry. And from keeping my eyes open, everyone knows about you and your skill, even them.

yeah life sucks ass I had a horrible two months words can't express it and tonight I got in argument with old lady cause I wouldn't give her back rub so I put my close on and drove home and now I am reading GFY :helpme

maybe the world isnt ready for yt and his tight rap that relates to all us computer dorks

Yea, I think everybody wants to return to that! I miss all that shit too! But can't go back so I don't try and worry my self over it...

jDoG

ytcracker you flow word check out my boys sites truology.com also do you freestyle.........I have been battle rapping up here in michigan for about 3 years....


check this

http://truology.com/Files/Truology-J...et_Ya_Know.mp3

Who are the big 3?

the powerball is worth playing and you got the number picking skills and connections / exposure to a few people to knock down some odds


get stubborn...stubborn works...


:thumbsup :thumbsup

im just representing some nerdy south shit

there was a time where street lingo was streets only and now you got kids from the burbs spitting all of this lexicon, myself included that shit is mind boggling

ill rap about blunts and hoes and bitches i guess as a compromise but i seriously think that this computer shit is going to be respected

most tracks i drop for angelpool come correct with a dash of lingo in it just for those who can catch it

but if its the white suburban market that the music industry is trying to target its better to make the shit they do "cool" then to bring some shit from the streets and pipe dreams and all this hustling that they will never experience

Sorry, would'nt be right for me to expound on this topic. :)

oh me so sorry ~kisses to you~

thats shits pretty hoppin for real
ill delivery for sure

cheer up bro :)

you got alot to be happy bout :) you got a family :thumbsup

Thanks, I feel you man it's hard making money in the over saturation of the market.........and half the crap out now days for rump shaking and pointless shit it's truely a shame

I'm sorry, but what makes all this gangster shit cool is the delusion of empowerment given to the burb-kids through pretending to be something they're not. That precept is'nt going to change...

But that's just my opinion...

you'd own the industry just with writin' spammuhs and the oldschool aolers rap

family is part of the beef now

my fucking wife can be such a dumbass sometimes
shes talking divorce and shit right now its kinda ugly

long story but just gotta brush and duck

Yup I got into argument over a fucking back rub...mostly my fault but my grandma is in coma and she was my gaurdian since I was 5 so I have felt like fuck everything lately...

nah i definately agree with you

the fact is the majority of these people are sheep in a sense

once shit becomes a trend and reaches mtv and becomes cool then it dont even matter what the fuck it is

who would have ever though legwarmers would blow up
the mullet
stairsteps shaved into sideburns

you tell people hacking and spamming earns u some respect plus its criminal trust me the bandwagon loves that shit

aw damn bro sorry to hear that shit ... Hopefully things will just blow over and you two can get shit figured out

keep ya head up for sure man god knows that im trying
hope ur grandma pulls out of that shit and the back rub becomes old news

Thanks man you stay up too.

Sorry to hear it, I hope you guys can work it out.

on depressing nights/days, i find it best to goto sleep early as possible to stop the mental pain and start off new(hopefully) the next morning. :2 cents:

Damn Yt you're like the eternal optimist around here hon. Guess it gets hard to keep that up all the time.

I'm 32 and I still miss that high school time of being carefree and the only $$ worry I had was keeping my Mustang's fuel tank full. You're still young though, hell babe you've got another 10 years at least before you really start thinking you're too old to go out and hang.

How about you take your little lady out on a date, like old times before the baby came along? Get a babysitter (grandmas work well for this!), go out cruisin' around, get something to eat, catch a movie... just time for the two of you. Chances are she's feeling the same shit you're feeling - tied down at a young age - and she wants to feel like she's still able to have some fun, that her life isn't over. Seems like you could use a good dose of that, too.

A spontaneous date will do wonders for the tension around the house!

Hope things lighten up for ya soon :thumbsup

sorry to hear you're feeling down :(

how about a hug? Hugs are good. :)

thanks for the advice - ill give it a shot!

a lot of her problems i think are somewhat her age.
when i was 17 i held my first big corporate job with gateway, then went on to ford credit to be a senior systems analyst before i turned 19.

ive been on the fast track to life - hedging my bets, investing, playing it smart, paying it forward.

my wife has a lot of misconceptions about what i do and how i do things. shes decidedly negative about what i claim to know about the real world because i seem to always get my way.

what she doesnt understand is that i worked for those freedoms. i have to spoil myself. i dont borrow money from my friends, dont ask them to help me move, any of that bullshit. she doesnt ever seem to notice the little things that i make happen that she takes for granted, only focuses on stupid mundane bullshit.

cliffs notes i hope this is just a phase

tell her you got groupies, so she better not trip.

hahahah they dont roll very deep
but at least i have them

welcome to the world of women, and long term realationships,
as things go on each of u probly less realize the lil things, its about remembering the best times and sorting through how u can each re achieve that without outside influence.

Some times it hard for people to understand what you do. My girlfriend comes from the white picket fence and I come from the gutter so everything I work for I am proud of it and was earned by me. We have alot of conflicting intrest. I seen what it's like to see people soming glass rocks out of glass cocks and lived shitty so I work hard so I can provide for myself cause I never had anything handed to me. And I bet even if you explained to her why you do what you do it would fall on deaf ears, it's vicous cycle :winkwink:

NIGGA COME FROM OUT DA GUTTA

Would it be possible to involve her in what you're doing? Maybe if she could see the innerworkings of things, she'd appreciate it more?

cheers man. hope things smooth out for you...

:glugglug

Everyone has those goes through that everyone so often...the old highschool days, not giving a fuck about anything, and wondering where the heck it all went.

Hell back then, my only issue was getting enough surfing practice in. Yeah, i wanted to professional surfer....i mean, i start really young..about 8 years old, so the experience was there. During highschool (well, when i did go to school which wasn't very often) that's all i did back then was surf....nothing else. The only worry in the whole world was gas for my CJ5 Jeep and where the waves we're breaking. Good fucking times i tell ya.

Nothing wrong with missing the simple way of life. Reflection can certainly put current issues and the future into focus at times.

For instance, you don't want to wake up one day with your wife being a distant memory like your 'old days' are......because there are some things in life that are worth keeping around; like her.

Chin up bro.

i have tried.

the biggest issue i find is that she has absolutely no understanding of the simple foundations of anything that i do. shes not into computers other than playing solitaire and that is the extent of her expertise when it comes to operating these things. music, tuning cars, whatever there is no real premise for a higher conceptualization.

moreover, when i do try to involve her, its like trying to jump into calculus when you have no understanding of even basic algebra. even regarding the (seemingly) simplest concepts, my efforts fall on deaf ears simply because the foundations are too monotonous for both of us and the complexities are too much for her.

the kicker is she still feels like she has enough knowledge to criticize or question me in a condescending manner, yet has no operational knowledge whatsoever.

her common sense is virtually infallible whereas mine is nonexistent - this is where its a match made in heaven. past that, the reasons become less apparent.

good lookin out - should be cool.
thanks