I had the most crazy dream last night....
 

First of all, I have ADHD & OCD.. I'm an overly creative and hyperactive person so my dreams are always realistic and while I'm having them it seems exactly like real life.

I was hanging out with this kid named Colin who died in a car accident years ago at my old High School.. We were just sitting around hanging out.. and it hit me.. "Dude.. Didn't you die?" I say... He looked at me like "Duh"

I flipped out, My heart dropped... Colin must be a figment of my imagation.. I have gone completely insane....

Next I went to my Mother's house and I asked her.. "How long have I been thinking I was hanging out with Colin?" she started crying and replied, "You have a mental disorder that we've never told you about.. You hallusinate dead people in your every day life.. You're really talking to an empty room and nobody says anything about it because they all know about your disorder."

anyway I saw Colin again and started yelling "YOU AREN'T REALLY THERE, YOU AREN'T THERE, NO YOU AREN'T REAL" etc...

I woke up like WTF

If Colin is a cool dude, you shouldnt worry about it. Good friends are hard to come by. There a very good chance that Colin is not going to borrow any money from you.


I say keep him as a friend. The only drawback is that he will never get older, you will.

it's best to pray before going to sleep, in a way it will help feel relaxed...it will calm you down until your mind stays normal...meditation will help for sure!