I don't know if this is appropriate to say here but
 

I just wanted to say outloud (since I said the bad stuff outloud in the past) - for the first time in five months I feel a bit happy, a bit back to a normal and a bit 'me' again.

I wanted to say thanks again with a clear head. There are still so many things I need to deal with and I still dip really low sometimes but the trip to the Pheonix forum was a break I needed, I think to get totally away from the situation for a bit and come back recharged.

I noticed that in the last two weeks I am eating proper meals again (yes, I know it is hard to tell from looking at me but I have barely eaten in five months) and I am back watching the tv shows I used to watch, I just booked gig tickets (haven't been to a gig since September..bought some tickets but never went..didn't feel right) that I will actually go to, am following the news all day again and have somehow slipped totally back into my work schedule.

Mix that with sudden motivation to get my teeth into new projects and for the first time in five months I feel some happiness.

Thanks friends.

good very good, I remember your post and Im glad to read things are going a bit better again.

I understand you very well :winkwink: :thumbsup

I'll do what I want only in couple of weeks and I'm waiting impationately!

Good to hear, you (as you have experienced) only live once. I am sure your loved ones would want you to be happy as well.

Good Luck.

I'm soooo happy to hear that hun!



:)

that's great sarah.

good to hear Sarah, keep getting happier :thumbsup :)

i'm glad your feeling better babe, keep it up!

Glad to hear that you're doing better Sarah. Time will be the best healer, but you are on your way in the right direction.

No needs to thanks me :P

You GO Girl :thumbsup

Time heals all wounds..

not sure this wound will ever 'heal' but it is getting slightly easier to deal with on a daily basis.

Great to hear. :glugglug

thanks :)

Well, keep up the good work. Get your ass moving and back into gear, and it will be easier.

YARGH! Good to hear. I feel like dancin'

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i am ashamed to admit how much you make me laugh

good and hope it continues

Very good. Congrats, hon. I know it's hard, but it looks like you're dealing very well.

Good to hear Sarah!!!

:)

Good to hear, keep it up. :)

You're a very strong person, I can't imagine going through what you did. You have to take the good with the bad in life I suppose.

how much you weight anyway ?

go away please

a lot less than I did five months ago...nice sig btw

Good to hear. Be happy.

Glad to hear things are getting a little bit back to "normal".
I hope time continues to help you heal...

LL

suck a cock :321GFY

:thumbsup We all support you girl :thumbsup

that's good to hear