This song describes the way I've felt lately...
 

Q Lazarus - Goodbye Horses (some of you might remember it from silence of the lambs, it was a good song before that)

You told me, I see you rise
But, it always falls
I see you come, I see you go
You say, "All things pass into the night"
And I say, "Oh no sir I must say you're wrong
I must disagree, oh no sir, I must say you're wrong"
Won't you listen to me

You told me, I've seen it all before
Been there, I've seen my hopes and dreams
A lying on the ground

I've seen the sky just begin to fall
And you say, "All things pass into the night"
And I say, "Oh no sir, I must say you're wrong
I must disagree, oh no sir, I must say you're wrong"
Won't you listen to me

Good-bye horses I'm flying over you
Good-bye horses I'm flying over you

Hehehehehe... boy does this all seem familiar. Hehehee good luck with your new chapter! If you ever want to talk or anything let me know.

cryptic.