I'm lost..............
 

I'm lost, I feel so totally depressed... :( Let some lonely little bullet hit me and kill me :(
Most of my nowadays problems is money and and the biggest barrier that doesn't let me do money online is a lack of some good bank account with online access where I will be able to receive and make wire-transfers. It seems that less and less people accept epassporte.
For example yesterday I wanted to buy two passes from Submit Passes and it turned out that they don't accept epass anymore. So I just thought that maybe I will be able to use my virtual visa but they have said me in the email that they won't accept virtual visa too.
I can't use many mainstream and adult sponsors because of lack of this account too, here where I live it's impossible to cash foreign checks. :( I have to sign tons of papers and I have to wait 3 months! And many checks last only for 2 months. So they are not valid after that period..
I need at least to find something where I will be able to receive and make wires. I need it so badly...
I live in a small town in the south of Poland and polish banks suck, they cost much, and share everything with tax agency and other agencies. I don't want to escape from taxes of course but this would cost me too much anyway, much more to pay than I currently earn. Why? Because of the health insurance and other stuff that I would be obligated to pay. (Not to mention that our government want to delegalize adult, now it's legal yet...)
I have written to a few offshore banks (one cyprus, two swiss and two US) but they all require me to go to their countries for opening an account with them. It's imposible for me cause I don't have money for such trips and I cannot go to most of them wihout many papers and waiting weeks/months :( I can only travel freely in the EU countries.
btw does anybody know any good bank that will let me to open an account without need to go the country where it's based and without need to depositing more than 400$ to it?

Each day I ask myself why I am still here, bothering with this all and I live in the house with people that treat me like shit, damn I hate them...

I should go somewhere to Great Britain, take a normal job, no metter what, I could even wash toilets, rent a room and the rest of my time spend on my online work. Probably I am still here because of my girlfriend... I can't imagine months without her :/ :(

ok I know that no one cares and sorry for crying on gfy, but maybe just a little advice? :(

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well

just saw this thread by accident when searching for "polish"

I have an idea bbwmaster, how about you share your gf with me and I share my money? ;) ok, now seriously...

regarding offhore banks it's a pain, though there's one Swiss bank where you can open an account without travelling there, but Im quite sure they want you to deposit more than $400 there...

if you want a credit card to be able to pay online for stuff though, you can use a polish bank
From what i know - in Poland, there are banks which offer debit cards that act like credit cards online, which you could probably use to buy submitpasses etc. Then again, not sure if it's worth spending everything you got on submit passes?

well for a start you can stick with programs and services which support epass
your epass ATM card should work in Poland?

And when you start to earn some decent coin, move or open a offshore acc

Names please :winkwink:

hey dont worry buddy that's life... at least you've experienced those stuffs....

btw, you're so sweet!!!... i also feel that way with my bf..
every thing's gonna be alright bro..:)

yes this is life and some time in this life happen very difficult things.

hehe...

yes, but that banks sucks for the reasons I mentioned... but if there won't be any other way I will use some or I will ask someone to do that for me just for this SP... is it worth? I don't know but there is not much other possibilities to get good passes... and galls are the easiest way for person that doesn't have money I think...
Programs, yes I actualy do that for over 1 year now, but services as you can see not quite...
yes, epass ATM card works here

thank you much for kind words






and well I don't give up but it's hard situation for me now... and I have just one year to make my financial situation stable or I will have troubles