Newest voices in my head proceed. <song/vid> My life is My Life.
 

Im getting sick of things i be hearing so i make a song. Thanks for all the content voices. I must say songs about you will make me smile when im 100.

What I got to say about who ever is running gfy right now is doing nothing good. where is all the SE's And link traffic posting random new people and maybe a few non gfy haters whould actually post about my topics and comments and music.

Used to be at least spam posts all day. Now nothing. Youed think there whould be a millon people posting thier myspaces at least. There wasent even any thing like that that a common person whould post not having a site or link to post back then.

I see no newbies ever. Is GFY really stagnent and dead?? Where should i go. Is there another webmaster board with actual intrest of anyone?

are you ok?

You should change your name to tcp_wrapper

if i knew what yer were saying but its not that well spoken. Nothing you guys say here is. are you ok. are you sick. get a clue.

and thats it. can you hear music? or has that been blocked from you as well and thats why your mad. Try not hating if the sourse you are hating to is causing you so many problems and all you can say is your mental or what ever. Try an orignal thought.. oh this place is dead and dry of talent any way.. why i even try.


try saying a new put down next time hate fags.

I meant no offense at all. I was curious. I listened to the music, not really my thing. Read in another post you were schizo... so that explains a few things...

Carry on... again meant not offense

I might see how this song could get a responce like are you ok because it is about mental problems.. but is thier any other way to respond then a two or three word phrase like all the other hate comments?

huh? The word has no meaning of a put down. You rap on the internet, tcp_wrapper is a computer term and it would be funny to see a rapper named that.

Is that the famous myspace 'self pose' all the ho's use?

Hope you're doing ok!

Carry on

flava flava don't be a hater !!! That was smooth :) I wish you would make a video to go with that asap !!

no its how pics look when your holding the camera out snapping a pic of yourself.

this whould be one of those scene persn type pic.. I flipped my hair over my head i dident even have a comb.. only reason i used it fir a video is cuz its about kiki kannibal and she a scene queen girl. upped it again to youtube again just fer the commeent about the myspace pose comment..



also melissa just got brougt up in another thread.. here is its link..

http://www.gfy.com/fucking-around-and-business-discussion/891952-love-earl-bubblegum-curlers-pic.html

Please just go away with your shitty "music".

og god taz fag woke up with more hate comments...

I'm a very open minded female...
I'm also way uber empathetic... and I hear this shit and just feel bad for you.
I'm sorry.

There's a certain level of musicality to it.. but in combination with all your threads AND the music.. you remind me of that little fat girl in high school who always had to tell you why she was special.... then when you'd try to talk to her one on one.. it was one sob story after another about why she hated her life...

I mean, it's great you found an outlet.. but I think you need help channeling your thoughts better than with artistic expression.

Sometimes doing the artsy fartsy stuff.. and living in he "dark world" can make mental illness worse.


Go get a regular 9-5. Drive a shitty car. Work out at the gym. Embrace a hard, normal, non artistic life for a while...
and take your meds.

you are shithouse crazy bro... get some help...

btw, do you live in a halfway house?

Oh and stop playing online roleplaying games.. They exacerbate mental illness as well... by allowing you to deny who you really are and what sort of problem you have.


Get out of the artsy, fartsy, creative, fake world.. get your head out of the clouds.. and fix you.

:thumbsup

your rediculas.. fer one refering to me as a fat girl is ludicrus.. just cuz my typing is poetic and i have a good voice and can freestyle better then anyone dosent make me a emo fat girl.

how am i saying im better then everyone else?? every comment back to me has been hate. really go through my posts and look for one simpish thing ive said after a nice comment back. even everything else is me fighting back.. just cuz I been around dosent mean nothing.. what sence i know a few people its ok to hate me for no reason??

And my music is freestyle meaning i dont write it before i sing it. Its is all off the top of my head 100% true my words my story.

I have over 400 songs now in past 2-3 years sence i been back up and making songs.. nothing about them crys emo like your saying.. has anyone tried to talk to me?? nope not one person from here has aiimed me or icqed me except for annikn and that is it... how you think i wine 1 on 1 ... Im begging for a chance that no one seems to give..

Does my voice sound sympathetic in my music??? nope that is called pasion... Id let you aim me but i closed down all messagers and all my myspaces and everything else with my music on it.. im just now putting stuff back up for the reson i am bored and want stuff to talk aboout..


And why people keep saing take my med?? are you guys really this shallow and self centered that a man with a mental issue that has nothing to do with making me emo or what ever.. it dements me into singing about eating people and this is what you get with me baby... Aint no simp in this here doll.. come on at me when i get out of this and see how quick yer panties will be on the floor.. thats where i like them and you know this...

The problem with your "music" is that it has almost no artistic merit at all. It's more or less just a stream of consciousness poorly timed to a borrowed beat. What's worse, is that you clearly and admittedly have serious personality disorders. It's almost impossible for anybody else to follow along with your stream of thought much less identify with it. "Music" that nobody can identify with and has no artistic merit is never going to garner you the type of recognition you so obviously crave.

What's worse is that the nature of your disease will continue to compound the problem. As nobody supports your "music" you begin to believe with more and more certainty that everyone is in fact out to get you. I'm going to go ahead and take a wild guess that introspection is not your strongest quality.

You really should take PSSupserstars' advice and try to live a simpler, more realistic life. While nobody will ever support you as being a great musician, you can probably do other jobs well. Doing a really good job cleaning, for instance, will at least earn you some grattitude for a job well done. Your "music" is never going to get you that positive interaction.

What is wrong with me is you guys... nothing but hate comments still.. look at the thread.. and you a porn master begging me to drop fanticy??? porn is completly a fanticy and its on the internet with is a fanticy world..

My music is not fantcy... every song i go to for a reson of how i feel at that excact moment.. Every word is what im trying to portray at that moment caused by haters here and every where it seems...

There is no act in my songs.. that is how i am and how i was qway before any of this bs going on now..

God that shit is garbage dude. Please tell me you are just joking around with this crap.....:helpme

Your perception on everything is skewed. I am sorry. You do need help, but if you're happy how you are... then far be it from me for you to change.

If everyone sees you as a certain way.. it's because you project that... In the grandchild thread that halfpint posted..instead of saying congrats.. you had to talk about how you were a premie who made it... in another thread talking about money.. you went on some pity party story about your "first million dollars"... You find threads that have nothing, in any way, to do with you... and make them about you... in some quasi "positive" light..

And thinking that on a board full of business men, men addicted to hookers and blow, woman who are greedy cunts who enjoy porn (ala, me)... and sports freaks.. you're going to somehow find positive feedback and sympathy?

Maybe from the 2-3 other extremely mentally disturbed members of GFY.. but if your thinking is that because we're some sort of alternative lifestyle.. that we're going to "get yours".. you're wrong.

This is business.. business wrapped up in entertainment.. conducted by greedy, feet grounded business people... If you're expecting friendship or adoration from anyone here... make a few grand a month on a program... tell us about a vacation, car, diet, food.. REAL LIFE STUFF... then maybe something will come out of it..

But this emo, need for attention shit.. is going to get you bullied like a little kid on the playground...

and I can tell you... that once you grow up and get over trying to be artistic and wallowing in self pity (and take your meds)... your life will change.

If you don't want to hear that.. it's okay :)
Carry on doing what you're doing...

But by putting yourself out there.. you open yourself up to a HOST of criticism... from the realists of the world.. who took their head out of the clouds and out of their ass.

Porn in the instance of GFY is NOT fantasy.
It's brick and mortar, bills being paid, job being done.
80% of the regular posters on here could care less what the porn is about mentally.. but what it does to better their life in simplistic terms of food, shelter...

again, another example that your brain needs to be operating on a more simplistic level of just satisfying basic needs.... and feeling a sense of accomplishment for those basic needs.

after this pile of bull shit you say have you listened to my voice??? that is my real voice no changing my voice like all the fake rappers out there... that is how i sound... nothing changed.. Do you hear the tones my voice takes in changes and the melodic way it sounds as it goes through tempos .. that is how i really sound.. no synth bs to make me sound like that..

You take a big fucking pill fag.. Realize you are all spitting this fake jargon bs to me for no reason cuz your really the non talanted hater bitches you sound like...

what excactly do i say that makes me crazy any ways??? I say here is a song listen to it and maybe explane where i got the idea behind it.. is it my lyrics that spaz you out?? surly its not the music itself.. You all have a ploted preconcealed notion of putting me down at anything i do.. try being nice....

So everyone around you has the problem?
Not you?

Just because it's your REAL voice.. doesn't make it relevant enough to be commercially sold.

Again, you're thinking in terms of artistic "quality" (and I use that term loosely) and not in terms of what music can and will actually sell.

Success is not just going to plop down in your lap. There is not going to be a music producer that takes a look at what you're doing and says, "Geez, I need to sign this guy..."

The highest level of success that you will get with this drivel.. is MAYBE.. MAYBE being featured on Talk Soup.. or the Late Late Show.... MAYBE... And that's like a 1-2% chance of even something like that happening..

But after something like that happened.. what would you do?
How would your bills be paid?
How else would you seek the approval that we as human beings need?
Where would you go?
What would you do?

No it's the fact that you are so open and vulnerable and I feel bad for you.
Its the fact that you are exploiting your mental illness without even knowing it.. and you're just going to end up hurting yourself worse by living in this fantasy land.

I am not jealous of you.
I am not threatened by you.

I feel pity for you. You are a downward spiralling schizo who needs help. And I think what I'm hoping happens.. is that you have a moment of clarity and realize that this artistic bullshit is just self flagulation.


You're hurting yourself and doing worse by grasping onto things that keep you from reality... spiralling deeper and deeper down.

How come you can't consider even for one second that we're not all hating on you when we say your "music" isn't good but rather we're being honest? If you made something that was catchy and I could relate to, I'd say that. The problem is you don't.

And the thing is...
I can stop for a second... allow myself to become an emo, attention seeking person for a bit.... and empathize with the music... but if I do that for too long.. I'm not doing any service to myself or this world... It's just, like I said in the previous post, self flagulation.

Answer a few questions...

1. Do you commonly find yourself blaming your pitfalls on others?
2. Do you commonly find yourself lamenting about your "illness" in hopes to garner sympathy?
3. Do you always say, "Well, they just don't understand me..."

I fully understand. My most depressing moments in life were as a teenage girl writing music in a journal.. and actually COMPOSING REAL LIFE MUSIC... not just sampling beats... actually COMPOSING the music...

But then I realized that I'm never going to be a successful adult.. wallowing in self pity.. and I became a realist..

and man, oh man, how life has changed...

And that was WITHOUT a mental illness..
I can only imagine what the downward spiral is like WITH a mental illness...

Last thing... before I go to the gym, movies with hubby...
Do you have any goals in life other than making it in music?

Do you want a family? Do you want a lasting relationship?

People don't want to be around others who surround themselves in negativity.... I bet you couldn't even find an eyeliner wearing, sad, fat lil emo girl to put up with your personality and shit.. She'd even think it was overkill...

and all those people in your roleplaying games... arent reality... Most are people fucked up and as self hating as you are... in cyclicle damning lives that will never change for the better or produce anything... and the ones who do lead successful lives.. know how to walk away...

You need to take a long hard look at yourself and change..


Okie Dokie... Now I need to go to the gym :)

I am trying to add humor to the threads i add my opinion to.. ok look back at the comment i made about the dudes new kid... every other cookie cutter comment was congrats????? every single one... This is what i do i add to a conversation to bring up more topics about what the thread is about.. im not a alive post bot says congrats and that girl is pritty and good thread..

Try expanding to what i say instead of closeing down on me.. ever heard of this?? its called conversation.. I havent gotten one good word about me so i tell them to shut up.. how is this emo??? and just like the cookie cutter congrat comments all i get is like wise cookie cutter comments about me being insane and mental...

For one do you know what a persona is.. oh right Jon fag clarkE is your big hero here and all you guys do is talk about nothing and say how horrable he is?? And these comments too are cookie cutter... The only decent threads are ones with pics and ones about poilitics..


Ok so call me a out of the box thinker fine.. but dont try to limit what and how the T-Rain talks.. This is a no no even in this stupid room of haters probably all the same people on fake acounts posting the same hate spewed every where about me...

And this gives everyone some reson to believe they have this right to put me down too.. Hate = Hate .. That is why im mad..

Nothing about crying or nothing.. this is my real life and Im sick of how people are acting...


Take a clue from a man that knows a thing or two.. try to be nice to the ones with the real power.. in the end you might find yourself in front row/back stage at a t-rain show and wind up having a laugh at how stupid you sounded for puting me down with out giving me a chance..

Love me or hate me but I aint got a problem with makeing loyly pond scum eat its self as it wollows in a true greatness that is me...

roll playing games have nothing to do with my life.. Have you heard any of my real music?? Im a ganster baby.. your unknowing of me and my music hurts your comments..

Fer real i dont like saying boneprone but ask boneprone about how i am... Im a true number one top dog and many know this but all my peeps from here arnt saying anything.. which is the funny thing..

I take this as a big pride.. This is not my fist spin here miss im taking my husband to the movies for no apparent reason at the top of your comment.. I was here and yes I did conqure this place as i do every place... no hatrs then like now.. We actually worked as a groupe and enjoyed each others company.. Come on bone da bone can i get a BP4L Thrown up by you please on this thread... I hate even saying yer name cuz you is doing this not talking to me game like all the old school gfyers.. Buts thats all good..

Peace to you and peace to your way of thinking.. What is it i need to change?? I need to change my hair?? my pretty face?? You say change but what excactly.. I really cant change me hearing voices so the rants will continue about them but really you have no argument.

i meant to post this as a way most my real music is about..

ppsuperstars about me asking for sympity for my illness you are the fags bringing it up with every comment.. Fail.. try somthing new.