garce |
05-05-2009 04:04 PM |
I was blind-sided from behind to the left side of my face on Nov. 25, 2006. As a result, my lower jaw has been dislodged about 1/8th of an inch to the right. It didn't start to bother me until about a month after the incident, but I yawned once and mouth wouldn't shut.
What makes it worse is that I've been told that it either fixes itself or it doesn't - although after this length of time my doctor is finally considering surgery - and my very expensive dental work has all been destroyed because my teeth now randomly smash together. My dentist can't fix it because every bite impression I make is fucking different.
TMJ is an absolute fucking nightmare, and I would have killed the piece of shit on the spot if I knew this is how things would have turned out. I've also been told that even with surgery, my jaw may slip out of alignment again. When I go out into public I have to conciously force my lower jaw to the left so I don't look like a freak. After doing this for a bit, it actually stays in place for awhile, so its not too bad. Except that the pain is constant.
I have trouble satisfying my girlfriend because the left side of my jaw sometimes just decides to lock itself into an open position, causing me to lose all strength in my mouth and making it feel like a nail has been driven into my left ear.
Its a fucking nightmare, but its also funny. When I'm chewing my food and a tough piece makes its way to the left, the back of my jaw actually spreads open. My teeth don't chew the tough piece of food, the back of my jaw (left side only) spreads apart. Like a zombie from a cheap horror film, I try not to scream in agony as my mouth is locked open - sucks when it happens in public.
Woh! Too much information! Too long of a post! Tough shit - I'm bitter.
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