My doctor is encouraging me to
 

...have another surgical procedure. My answer is an adament no. Since I was injured during Desert Storm in '91...I have had so many procedures done that I just am not going to have anymore. I live in agonizing pain 24/7 and have since '91...so if I die...so be it...it will be a relief. Fortunately I live in a state where euthanization is legal providing one can find a doctor that will do it...my current doctor will not...but when the time comes I will probably just end it myself.

Have another drink :2 cents::2 cents:

I used to self medicate with booze beginning with a double Bloody Mary for breakfast...but I quit drinking sometime ago as the negative effects began to out wheigh whatever positive effects I though it provided me.

You weren't in Desert Storm, so quit lying Pathfinder. Of course if you want to end it all I'm sure you'll find no shortage of volunteers on here to pull the trigger for you...

Just kill yourself for real this time pathfinder.