Just logging on for the first time in 14 months
 

How's everything, guys? What'd I miss? Cliff notes please!

;)

Same old shit being thrown, just different monkeys doing the throwing.

pulling graveyard grind

Welcome back...

What have you missed? Well here goes....
Loads of threads are about:

Fuck the tubes
Stealing of content
Sales Down The Drain
Fuck the tubes
Franck left GFY
Programs forget to pay out or just suddenly close
Earning some $ in porn is getting harder and harder

I guess there have been some more issues...anyone want to add?

great to see you posting again :)

Shemp just sent you a thank you email regarding client you sent me.

glad to do it... trying to keep business within the family :)

well its very appreciated and the least I can do is take the time to thank you. :)

fuck i am doing a double shift today :1orglaugh like most days lol

:1orglaugh:1orglaugh:1orglaugh:1orglaugh:1orglaugh :1orglaugh

Hiya, hottie :)

Hi rrred

Same old same old.

Welcome back! :smokin

tubes, evil tubes and nasty tubes

See sig rule is in effect and exgf sites scraping other sites

hey you... long time no see

Just missing you...

some dude fatfoo runs this place now.

Holy crap! How are you girl?! Long time no see! Charles and I were just talking about you in Phoenix... I hope things are going well for you... welcome back! :)

Welcome back, RRRed.... been a while.

Good summary.

welcome back, dude

Well...the iPad is out.

Welcome back your RRREDness!!


You forgot the IBill comeback threads ...

:D

hey girl hope all is good :)

Damn havent seen you in a while, welcome back

Nicole!!!!!

Huggggs, girl :winkwink:

So, basically, I haven't missed too much! lol...

Love you Shemp! ;) You're the only one I haven't lost touch with.

Omg, martinsc, you gave me such good ideas for some vids to make with my daughter.

mmcfadden, you mean sig size rule or posting with the response, "see sig"?

nation-x, hey! I hope that convo was good! I love Charles so much it's not even funny. I just dropped off the face of the earth without a word but I think it was expected for the most part. I had lots more healing to do and lots of shattered crap to glue back together. I'm wayyyyyyyyy better than this time last year, that's for sure.

Serial Pervert, you just made my day. When I get called "dude" it gives me warm fuzzies :) and makes my nuts itch.

And thanks MediaGuy, cherrylula, Loch, and anyone I missed. MikeSmoke! I saw you grumping in another thread last night. I'm glad you haven't gotten soft hehe.

I've been tripping out watching the little windows pop up when someone logs into icq... names and memories and everything processing away. I kinda miss you jerks!

If all goes as planned, I'll be starting college, yes COLLEGE, in September. What a riot it was to walk around campus when I took my tests with a bunch of punk ass kids. Reminded me of a webmaster convention except there were more backpacks.

What's this about ibill coming back? Any big companies disappear on us? There's gotta be more at the rate things were going when I disappeared.

Hi RRRed!!
WG

Welcome back ??

Ok you've asked us, so now we can ask you what's been happening the last 14 months ?? :upsidedow

welcome back dude :pimp

RRRED miss the hell out of you girlie!

Welcome back Girl!! How have YOU been??

Well, I wish I had exciting adventures to share but I pretty much did nothing. Shut everyone out, read alot, tv, facebook gaming, lol...etc. Before I knew it, a whole year went by.

Actually, on Mothers day last year, I decided to move back to my hometown after being out in the woods an hour away for almost a year. So this whole year has been spent tinkering around in my new apartment, getting out in public again, and enjoying my daughter and being close again to my family and friends.

I was in no shape to work at all, even part time. When I dedicate myself to doing something, I like to go full force or not at all. You really can't do this kind of work a few hours here and there. It doesn't work very well at all. And the waves of grieving would just come out of nowhere and floor me for days or weeks at a time to where I couldn't do anything at all.

I learned that year 2 and 3 are supposed to be the worst so I'm coming up on completing year 3 in two weeks on the 21st. So, basically it STILL sucks just as bad as a year ago or more but I got the skills now to roll with it much better. I'm thinking this is as good as it's going to get so I can start living life as everything "is" now.

So I'm just eating healthy and jogging a bit (I gained weight ugh), started writing a book, applied for college, and the best and most amazing part... I quit smoking!!

There's pretty much nothing I can't take on or handle now so I'm officially back in the saddle and ready to live life as well as I can with the cards I got handed. It's sink or swim!

Hi WG! Thanks Cyber Fucker.. Miss you too Rhonda!

Nicole!!!
Good to hear from you!

Hi Happypeekers!

Hey Pornopat so good to see you! I was thinking of you the other day... Can you tell me the name of that dang party site? You know the one they do in the clubs and it's all real? I can't think of it for the life of me for days now and I know you'll know what I'm talking about.

What's up shorty...

Welcome back RRRED

Some shitbag named The Demon likes to rape goats in the ass and caught goat herpes. He hates porn and pornographers and wished his mom had an abortion.

Damn....it's been three years. I can't believe it. Just remember they always say "your mileage could vary" - and I'm sure there are still better days and worse days, but it's good to see that you're able to be back with us, even those of us who are grumps :1orglaugh

College? Good for you! What do you want to study?
Oh...and congrats on quitting smoking - I quit last year too - no one can believe it yet :winkwink:
(But I only quit because of the most amazing person I've ever met -- my daughter, who turned 2 in February :) )

Hey Sly!!! Gawd how I missed you. You still on your porch wearing a wife beater and playin a banjo? :)

Thanks Spunk!

Yeah I saw that Demon guy in a thread about gays but haven't begun to read it yet cuz it's 5 pages.

MikeSmoke, Yeah that amount of time sounds pretty high but I realize now that it's very normal to be "off" in many different stages and aspects for at least that long. It'll be much longer I know already but for my daughter, I've worked very very hard to keep a balance for both of us. We had about a year of non related extra trauma, abuse, and horrific sabotage that really offset our road to healing as well. Luckily, the authorities have been just fantastic this whole year with me and helped keep us safe and sound.

I'm so glad you quit smoking. I never though I'd see the day! And what better reason? I decided on it because of my daughter too. Her dad, you remember Todd? He had open heart surgery and almost died in the summer of 08... It wasn't hard either. Just stopped and that was that. I've helped quite a few other people do it too lately and that feels good too. No one can say "I can't"... I will never buy that line for the rest of my life. lol

School will consist of the RN program and perhaps the Certified Registered Nurse Anesthetists (CRNA) depending how sick I am of being in school by then. I might stop at RN since there's a few specialties that I know I'd excel at.

Anyway... glad to be back.. would love to work again too! I don't NEED to but I'd love to. We shall see.. the future is wide open.

omg that is awesome! :1orglaugh:1orglaugh:1orglaugh

Wow...sure, I remember Todd. Glad he made it through. And gladder that you've made it through what hopefully will be the worst of it all.
Good luck with the RN and beyond...it sounds like you're well on the way to good things :)

{{{hugs}}}

I love the fact that if you think about Party Hardcore you think about me!
:winkwink:

I wish a girl like you lived here so i could make 'a move' in the playground watching 'our' kids play ...

Stay strong!

Welcome back rrred. We missed you. I hope you stick around for a longer period this time if you're up to it.

I've upgraded. Now I run the fiddle.