This whole epassporte thing has really got me down. After the Anal Hobbit run arround from ATM to ATM trying to withdraw money all I have been doing is drinking. (yes i am a clinical recovering alcoholic )
And unfortunatly I live a busy life with my kids Ive been driving. With them in the car.
Yesterday I had a horrible binge. I drank all day long. And I drove to ATMS all over town yet once again. (even after knowing full well this was probably an anal hobbit trick) The only one positive good thing from yesterday was I knew better than to put the kids in the car this time. This time (although it looks bad) I left the kids at home. Even though they are only 3 and 5 and it looks bad it was a good move in my part not to put them in a car with me. Last week pucking them up from school after drinking and running around to ATMS in the epass freenzy really put a huge cloud of guilt over me that non of you could understand.
IVe been crying all night. I dont know whats wrong with me. Why I went back to drinking after 5 years. But I do know im never putting my kids in danger again.
Never.
And unfortunatly I live a busy life with my kids Ive been driving. With them in the car.
Yesterday I had a horrible binge. I drank all day long. And I drove to ATMS all over town yet once again. (even after knowing full well this was probably an anal hobbit trick) The only one positive good thing from yesterday was I knew better than to put the kids in the car this time. This time (although it looks bad) I left the kids at home. Even though they are only 3 and 5 and it looks bad it was a good move in my part not to put them in a car with me. Last week pucking them up from school after drinking and running around to ATMS in the epass freenzy really put a huge cloud of guilt over me that non of you could understand.
IVe been crying all night. I dont know whats wrong with me. Why I went back to drinking after 5 years. But I do know im never putting my kids in danger again.
Never.







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