You should have done an EVP session to see if he was still hanging around?

One was a child hood friend who I hadn't seen in years ( his mom passed then he took a shot gun to his head), one of the girls was a friends niece that I didn't know well other than seeing her at family functions. The girl who hung herself in a tree had worked with me but I hadn't seen her in years. The one who got drunk and drove off the cliff was a good friend and I'm not 100% it wasn't just a drunk driving accident. This last one was an old ex-b/f's brother who I still talked to once in a while but we weren't that close, when he called me I was happy to go over as I hadn't seen him in over 2 years.

Somebody had a shitty day.

fuck u turboangel

I couldn't imagine what that would have been like to walk into and am overwhelmed with the number of people who have had to deal with suicide.

A mate of mine hung himself in feb this year and it was a horrible experience.

that sucks. hes a total dick for putting you in that position. talk about a slap in the face. i would be pissed at anyone who did that to me. selfish fucking losers. you seem to associate with some fucked up people.

was he a site owner? links pulled.

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Sorry for your loss. Sometimes I find suicide selfish. Other times I'm curious about it.

I think its the ultimate test of self sacrifice. Then I have troubles with thinking about it that way too. I dunno. Every snowflake has a million sides. *shrugs*

Wish you the best in dealing with something that isn't fair.

Sorry you had to deal with that.

I would only consider suicide in 2 circumstances.

1) I did or was accused of something horrible and was facing a long term in prison and the cops were right on my ass. Sorry but I'm just not going to prison.

2) Beginning the end stage of a terminal illness, like cancer. I've had family members taken by cancer and thats no way to go and I would not put that kind of burden on my loved ones.

Perhaps your friend felt he was in a hopeless situation as well.

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that's fucked up ...

Why are all your posts pointless?

sorry to hear :(

closet ive been to suicide is mixing my drink at circle k

was it TurboFace?

Sounds pretty rough. Did he leave at least leave a note explaining why he did it?

Sorry you had to find that. My 21 year old daughter had a friend call who asked her to meet for lunch. As my daughter got closer to the exit where they were going to meet., she saw a bunch of emergency vehicles, In the highway lay her friends body.
For some reason had she pulled off the road and jumped off an overpass. The girl had 2 young kids, when the cops looked at her phone, they found a text from her husband asking for a divorce.

noe that sounds really fucked up :(

no......

I am extremely interested in this as well. I have not read the entire thread, so apologies if you have already posted details of any defecation, but if not, please do.

Oh, yeah. Me too.

I will now read the rest of the thread.

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That's just devastating. Wow sorry you had to deal with that.

can't imagine!

What a fucking retard. Why call a friend?
I would just let the cops find me, they're used to this stuff anyway.

sorry to hear about your loss...
as we all get older, undoubtedly we have lost one of more friends to suicide and you are right, it is a bitch.
it is a selfish act, but you get over it and realize that its not motivated by selfishness but rather a will to no longer live.

What a terrible situation. :( It could have been a show of trust though, that you were the person he trusted to take care of the aftermath.

I just can't imagine walking into that. I hope it doesn't mess with you for too long :(

Very fucked up thing to do to a "friend"

Stay strong and keep your head up.

Suicide is, if you don't mind me saying, fascinating ...

It's all your fault.

If he hadn't wanted family finding him, he would have just called the cops.

He obviously wanted you to find him because you were responsible for his death.

Man, that's rough.

Rest well Dr. Thompson.

I'll see you in the next life and I'll wake you up for meals!

And drinks of course!

Another Machete_ nickname banned...


Your friend was probably suffering from severe depression. As you know it is a serious mental disorder that requires treatment. Maybe his call was a failed attempt of seeking help.

oh thats terrible, sorry to hear that, hope you get your head together soon!

must be tough not having any friends..

My friend had severe schizophrenia and shot himself with shotgun, I think that ill people has the right to do that, otherwise it really is selfish. The fact he was drung is also very important, when I've been drinking really heavily I had such crazy ideas after drinking for five days in a row, even there really was no real reason, just deep deppresions from alcohol. Drinking is much more dangerous than anybody thinks. And you also must be in really bad company when so many friends of yours did that...

Thats awful, I'm so sorry. I've lost 2 friends and a father to suicide.

Thank you for getting rid of Machete_ nick.


I'm sure he was suffering from something, he was a happy go lucky guy I thought for the most part but was very abusive with alcohol.