Why the fuck are you clowning around on GFY if you are about to get kicked out of your home, and disconnected from the internet?

Ohh wait, I know - you have "almost" closed several deals due to this brilliant marketing scheme.. right? Now hurry up and pay those bill with your "almost" income.

Loki,

You put your wife and children on the street. End of story. In doing so, you have yet to say "I've done this", "this is my fault" or "I am 100% responsible for where I am at and what I've caused to happen to my family". A bunch of insane rambling about "retiring" doesn't exactly help your cause.

Children at least, deserve better.

Sorry I tried to interject humor into that post, but it was better then the straight up anger I've gotten when checking this thread now and then.

many here seem to have become "Loki Experts" and have their own assumptions, ideas, and know every aspect of my life even though they have never met me and want to make them gospel facts.

I've tried like hell to ignore those posts BUT after being in this business as long as I have been, and carefully building the rep of being honest and a hard worker who knows his stuff, I have a VERY hard time allowing someone to shit talk me and my family the way some of these posters have done so I reply, and reply and reply.

This was the farthest from a "brilliant marketing scheme" anyone who does that type of shit is someone I never ever hope to become, that's low plain and simple.

As I have said before in this thread people do not know my personal life, and unless YOU do business with me you do not know my business life, I did not make hour by hour updates here to jobs gotten, money paid etc etc. But I talked to a friend of mine and he agrees I should post an update.

Late yesterday afternoon I covered the internet/phone bill in full.

With the side jobs I took on and the deposits collected already I was also able to SHOW our landlord that money was coming in and I got another 2 days from him to raise up a minimum of 1 months rent to halt the eviction papers being filed for another 30 days.

As you said, I'm closing on multiple content sales this evening and tomorrow and when those deposits clear we will be almost 100% caught up on the rent and not have to worry about an eviction any time soon.

I only say "Almost" because right this moment only 1 of the content sales is 100% cemented, the rest are not "real" until the money clears.

And as for posting here now in the first place, not much else to do this second while waiting for people to look over work I've turned in and give me changes or "Looks Great"

-Loki-

NOT trying to make a joke here, but reading that post now we are already on the street???

I can not and will not take blame on things that have no blame, I honestly can not understand why you can't get that through your head.

If a loved one dies how the fuck are you to blame?

If a close family member needs help how are you to blame?

or are you one of those people who if you left the house and got hit by a car crossing the street as you lay in the hospital you'd say "Well it's my fault for leaving the house"

sometimes shit just happens, out of your control, you could save up tons of money and it only takes ONE mind fuck from above and POOF it's gone.

If you had a child, who had serious medical issues and you spent your last dime to get her help do you then need to blame yourself when the money is gone for making sure your child was healthy again?

NOT my case, my kids are fine thankfully, but I'm just curious where the hell you stop assuming someone must be to BLAME for their situations, sometimes shit happens lol.

It's not bad luck, karma, fate, destiny or anything else, life is just full of struggles, some small some huge, not every single thing that happens in a person's life can have blame attached back to the person.

and please ENOUGH of the retired stuff, you don't know me or what my cash situation was, only my clients, family, friends, H&R Block, and the IRS know what I made. When I say I retired from Adult to move on to other things it means just that, I retired from adult and moved on. I never claimed to have hundreds of thousands of dollars or millions, I had enough savings to leave, take a vacation with my family and cover all bills for the transition time of my new ventures AND had enough in case of emergencies (but no matter how much you plan unexpected things CAN happen)

I'll agree, IF I was here saying "I retired from adult." (and nothing more) I'd welcome people calling me crazy, irresponsible, bad parent, provider and husband with the current situation.

BUT

ALL I have said over and over is: "I retired from adult to move on to other things" MEANING I STILL WORKED, Retire can mean stop working altogether, leave one industry and move to another, it's all contextual and I have never implied I was so well off I stopped working and put my family in danger as many love to imply.

-Loki-

I'm just going to stop posting in this thread, as hard as it might be,

anyone really reading my posts will understand what I've said, and where I was coming from. People who know me or have worked with me know the truth, that's all that matters.

I thank everyone who hired me for grunt work and design work, inquired about older content and future content packages, those who contacted me off the board, re-connected with me etc etc.

For those who offered suggestions on and off the board I thank you, many of them were already in play before this hurdle hit, others will be looked at and implemented if beneficial. (johnnyloadproductions I'd like to get with you about that course idea to learn more as I am not 100% sure what you meant by it to be honest.

To all my clients past present and future, as I've told some of you in private and now all in public, I came back a few weeks ago for the purpose of "Getting the band back together" as they say, THEN the hurdle happened, Once this hurdle is cleared I will have artists from various niches producing HD video content in the coming months. what we did in the mid 2000's with the photo content for programs and affiliates we will do again with the video content you have screamed for and your members scream for.

I'm going to try my best not to reply to this thread anymore so if you need to contact me about this thread, or you want content or grunt work please contact me via skype or email.

Skype: Lokiporn
Email: 3dloki(@)gmail(.)com

-Loki-

I donèt know you LOKI, but here is a one cent advice:


Stop posting here and instead go find a fucking job ... anywhere .. even minimum salary ...

Then you can go up, instead of down as you are doing now.

here is 2 cents: :2 cents:

I was going to send you a few hundred but Squealer is right. I would only be hurting you so I'm deciding against it.

Good luck Loki, hope you sort everything out.

Lol,you and some people sound like posting for help on gfy is biggest possible disgrace in life lol.
Loki unlike some people,offer a service in exchange for money,not just asking for plain donations.

I don't get the kick him while he is down mentality.

Sure it is fun to pile onto someone but this isn't one of those instances.

If you got something he can work on for you shoot it over. If you don't, just bump for views.

We've all had low periods. 7 years ago they were serving out an eviction while I still laid in the hospital. Also took my car.

Once I got out I setup some temporary quarters as my dad's and went straight to working putting my life back together. Restarted and was out of Dads before the three month mark. What enabled me to move on so quickly was finding someone that desperately needed what I had to offer. Years since have been my best.

That is where he is or will be. He will pull through it, but if you any use of his services he is happy discount.

I took an ambien a half hour ago so if this doesn't make sense that is why.

This here :thumbsup

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Thats the thing epitome, this dumb-ass isn't looking for legitimate clients but rather a handout and he's fucked up every opportunity he's been given and blamed a million other reasons for the failure besides himself. Don't feed this troll -let it die...

Where do I say that he is asking for donation ???

Obviously, he is not successfull , so I am saying to him to go work instead of continuing the sinking process .... he wont be the first or the last to do that ...

Now, if we were talking about No-Carrier, that would be a different story :2 cents:

Sorry man, when you're getting thrown out of your house and you have little kids. They answer to this question is YES. You should be taking that job at McDonald's.

And doesn't Social Services provide emergency funds to pay rent, electric and food because you have young children? Did you even bother to check into that sort of option, or has pride gotten the best of you? I would think not, as you did post this thread here knowing full well the type of response you'd get.

Come on man. You're still in this thread trying to justify your actions? Get with it. Get a fucking job and keep your kids off the street.

This is just it. You understood you need to do the work, you understood that you put yourself where you were, you understood that you needed to suck it up and work to get out of it and start putting together a long term plan... to make sure you never ended up in that place again.

You didn't just sit around with one hard luck story after another talking about how nothing is your fault.

You seemed to understand that the simple fact is, everything is our fault. If you are "down on your luck" and people are not scrambling to give you a job because you're an awesome worker, because you do a great job, because you are always on time, because you always do what you said you'd do etc... then its YOUR FAULT. If you produce something for a living and no one wants to buy it.. its your fault. etc ... etc... etc...

This.... this... is not that.


We are talking about a person who was quite happy to do nothing with his life, had frequent sales coupled with hard luck tales and who, if memory serves, started in this biz as an adult living with his mother. 10+ years later, he's still got nothing but sad tales about how the world is against him. That in itself is ... whatever. The world needs ditch diggers. However, when you have a wife and children and you are telling everyone that your non-attempts at success and your failures are not your fault, that you're being evicted and thrown out on the street and its not your fault, that you're broke with a family to feed and its not your fault and you are an able bodied person who is and always has been capable of work.. then you are a burden to society and your family would be better off leaving you behind so they can at least have a chance at a decent life filled with a better parent and role model - than the guy who has nothing but excuses.

Personally, it was amusing that he came here yet again with a sad tale... i had no clue he had kids. When a person has kids and they aren't ready to do anything and everything to take care of them and give them a home.. they are garbage.

This is why i am saying there seems to be some addiction issues here. This behavior is too illogical, too defensive (denying accountability for anything before anyone even asked a question) and too inconsistent and too nutty for there not to be a lot more to the story. His behavior, and what is a clear inability to accept personal responsibility as well as the total lack of remorse for the fact that he put his family on the street highly suggests he's an addict.... that would be the better scenario. Otherwise, that leaves us with sociopath among other things - though sociopaths are typically much more clever and better at manipulating others. Addicts live in denial. Addicts live in a lie. Addicts almost never accept responsibility for their actions. Addicts have little remorse for, much less any real understanding of the chaos they cause. Addicts care very little about how their actions affect others. Addicts would have little remorse for how their actions and behavior affects their children. All these things are quite present and prominent in everything he says.


The thing is... there are countless dozens of people on this board who have fell on hard times over the years and people bent over backwards to give them a job right then and there. Minutes after posting. This guy still doesn't get why no one will do that for him and blames the rest of the world for it. Thats why he CANNOT BE HELPED.

Actually he isnt looking for a handout if you read the thread. Someone wanted to just send him some money he said no. Let me provide you something for it.

Well maybe you didn't said it,but you surely sound like this is classic donation thread.

I am Giving him a Shot. Had a good Convo over skype and Quick, really quality work. I didnt know him before this but glad i know him now.

If I were about to have everything shut off and my toddlers were about to be put on the street. I'm taking WHATEVER is offered.

If you're not a parent, you aren't going to understand this. If you are a parent, you will likely agree with me.

Time to get a real job and stop thinking GFY idiots are here to help.

Best of Luck Loki !
I hope you soon will be able to step on your feet and do your thing !
Bump !

I understand. I also wouldnt of waited til I was about to fall off of a cliff personally.

:thumbsup PIRIOD. /Thread.

:thumbsup Very nice Devin!

me too. Would never forget that feeling.
good luck loky and get back on the feet soon.:winkwink:

Bump for trools that think only drug addicts are at risk of eviction or foreclosure and that somehow having money and employment magically prevents hardships from happening.

He's had hardships since the day he joined this board 10 years ago.

Some people just need to grow up.

Well...that's a completely different story, but yeah...no shit, right? :thumbsup

I'm looking to buy full length video content but you don't seem to have any of that. Your pic content looks pretty good but nobody really needs that stuff.

Loki, if yer up for it, drop in some time and give us an update.

I got Mjölnir on standby for a round of whackatroll should they pop out of their holes.

Nice stuff Loki.

Good luck.