Originally Posted by xxxjay (Post 20478536)

Thank you, if I could just delete the last 2 years of my life I would. Don't get me wrong, I had a lot of really unfair and horrible things happen to me that were beyond my control. It was what I chose to do afterwords. Everybody goes through hard times. The best way to process your grief isn't through multiple bottles of JagerMeister.

The week after the Phoenix forum, I went home to visit my parents in Rhode Island on Easter and they had a full-fledged intervention on me. I was kind of expecting it. Then that same Easter Sunday I got this news:

Heavy metal band members killed in I-85 crash identified:
Heavy metal band members killed in I-85 crash identified

A couple of these guys had been really close friends of mine since I was 18. So I made a detour to Atlanta, only to get to the hospital just in time to watch one of my friends die.

Then I started thinking back on the last few years, I realized I had become just the person people were portraying me to be. I decided, then and there, I need get the albatross I've had around my neck for the last two years, sober up, and get back to doing what I do best.

I didn't need rehab, there was no getting the shakes or having to detox... at a certain point you just decide enough is is enough and decide to put your shit in order.

I know it is only been a brief period of time since then, but without sounding like a cliché... I'm taking it one day at a time.:thumbsup

Jason

Originally Posted by TeenCat (Post 20478595)

not drinking from march, that is very good for you, wish the same for me, have luck! :thumbsup

Originally Posted by johnnyloadproductions (Post 20431869)

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Originally Posted by xxxjay (Post 20478508)

I've been sober since March btw.

:thumbsup

Originally Posted by xxxjay (Post 20478508)

I've been sober since March btw.

Originally Posted by xxxjay (Post 20478536)

Thank you, if I could just delete the last 2 years of my life I would. Don't get me wrong, I had a lot of really unfair and horrible things happen to me that were beyond my control. It was what I chose to do afterwords. Everybody goes through hard times. The best way to process your grief isn't through multiple bottles of JagerMeister.

The week after the Phoenix forum, I went home to visit my parents in Rhode Island on Easter and they had a full-fledged intervention on me. I was kind of expecting it. Then that same Easter Sunday I got this news:

Heavy metal band members killed in I-85 crash identified:
Heavy metal band members killed in I-85 crash identified

A couple of these guys had been really close friends of mine since I was 18. So I made a detour to Atlanta, only to get to the hospital just in time to watch one of my friends die.

Then I started thinking back on the last few years, I realized I had become just the person people were portraying me to be. I decided, then and there, I need get the albatross I've had around my neck for the last two years, sober up, and get back to doing what I do best.

I didn't need rehab, there was no getting the shakes or having to detox... at a certain point you just decide enough is is enough and decide to put your shit in order.

I know it is only been a brief period of time since then, but without sounding like a cliché... I'm taking it one day at a time.:thumbsup

Jason

Originally Posted by Muad'Dib (Post 20478706)

Grats :thumbsup

Let's drink to that.

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Originally Posted by xxxjay (Post 20478508)

I've been sober since March btw.

:thumbsup

Originally Posted by Ramster (Post 20479454)

Best of luck my friend! You're too smart to let yourself and biz go to waste :thumbsup

Originally Posted by MaDalton (Post 20434580)

as long as there are people giving out high fives this will go on...

Originally Posted by xxxjay (Post 20483368)

:thumbsup:thumbsup:thumbsup:thumbsup

Originally Posted by VikingMan (Post 20484416)

Can you PLEASE update loljesus.com?

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Originally Posted by xxxjay (Post 20484423)

Awesome, now I'm going to have to:thumbsup

Originally Posted by CamTraffic (Post 20484828)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g_zUgfwSd7M Nice vid.
What SEO tool do you use to see the average price paid by Advertiser (for specific KW) on G00gle adwords?

Originally Posted by xxxjay (Post 20487286)

I do video marketing for local business 90% and ROR removal primarily. I lease the youtube spots out. I don't really care about adwords. They make you videos rank worse.

Originally Posted by xxxjay (Post 20487286)

I do video marketing for local business 90% and ROR removal primarily. I lease the youtube spots out. I don't really care about adwords. They make you videos rank worse.

Originally Posted by johnnyloadproductions (Post 20487289)

...and I'm using your services right now for local business! I enjoyed Skyping with you the other week. Working on what we talked about. :)

Originally Posted by EddyTheDog (Post 20483371)

I think I found it - It was down the back of the sofa with mine - It looks like yours anyway...

I will apologise in advance - My mind will try and hump anything.....

Originally Posted by JIBCONTENT (Post 20487424)

I don't know you but you seem like a very genuine dude who has had some ups and downs and you're putting your life back together.

I can't understand why kicking a guy when he is down makes some of the fucktards in here feel better about their pathetic existences.

Originally Posted by iFriends (Post 20487776)

Originally Posted by xxxjay (Post 20487932)

Been there, done that. I think I even stated earlier in this thread my family pulled intervention on me

Originally Posted by Just Alex (Post 20487965)

Did it work?