What would you have me do, twat, fly to fucking Thailand and bottlefeed him? Go back and read what Tical said. I agree with it. It's unexpectedly positive. I've never actually met Jay in person but a kind word is the least some of you young punks can offer.

And quit cherrypicking my posts for fuck sakes. I'm out of your league.

I'd stop looking at an addict who is killing himself right in front of your eyes and telling him "don't worry, everything will be fine". Obviously nothing will be fine until he's sober. He is still in denial as insane as that is to believe and you are enabling it.

He's where he is EXACTLY because of addiction and it typically ends in death.

What should you do?

Hmm... maybe you guys should act accordingly and call it what it is so that maybe he has a chance of finally opening his eyes instead of people telling him how awesome he is because he got lucky in google for a year or so with jays-xxx-links and then blew it on fake friends, drugs and booze and now has 1 foot in the grave and keeps threatening to kill himself?

Every one of his tutorial videos has 50 views over 6 months. If you don't know SEO for videos where you talk about SEO you better quit right away. Jay caught a giant wave a while back and thats about it. He is the Sleazy Dreams on drugs.

You'd be more of a man if you anonymously uplifted him and publicly supported him.

Not judging, fits anyone

Lemonade.


It shouldn't really matter if the op is living in a $5000/month pad or a $500/month pad. Moreover, op's lived a good life. Stop trying to drag the rest of us down because your time is up living the fancy life. I've seen people living in cardboard boxes that are cooler and happier than you are. And they're dope fiends too.

I'm curious what drugs youre on in that chair smashing video. That chair got the better of you.

Ahahahahahahahaahahahahaha

90%+ of this, I'm with you.. I do disagree though that the op is anywhere close to death/killing himself.

dude - no OG's left here. I only saw this because I'm hiring . Good luck brother.... shit changes really quick. Last time I saw you was at Hooters - Tempe- wings & brews - hang in & call if you REALLY need me.

I never post on this kind of shit , but many of the repleys are from nubes that have NO idea of the road we paved.By nubes i am referring to anyone post 2006. There are a select 150 or so peeps that started this shit . Anyone newer owes it to those who paved the way. I'm sitting in a million dollar home in LA, . I have owned andlLOST properties, boats , cards etc. I retired in 2003 when i thought I mastered cams lol 15fps!!! lol.

Point being - Without us, where would you be? I didn't see any of you fucks in 98-99 when we were figuring out how to get live cams on the internet... beyond jpeg-push.

While Jay wasn't directly involved with what I did, but he was an affiliate. I am speaking up not because I agree with his path, but because I'm not going to let anyone smear his name.

Dude is obviously in distress & i wish him the best.

Jay, you should switch to heroin instead of speed.

It will calm you down and make you more mellow. It will take the edge off the problems so you could solve them one at a time.

Same here got a mobile redirect, and ended up on some shitty iPhone ad.

What would we possibly do with out you?
So if you are in LA why don't you go visit Jayxxx and help, ass clown? Don't let anyone smear his name!

Hit your head right in the wall

maybe because he knows you can't help someone who thinks they don't need any?

thehand is spot on, as is thesquealer (though I think he got the wrong end of CD's stick, so to speak), dynamo, and a couple of others. The usual trolls in this thread are worthless bags of shit who are clueless about the biz, not to mention life. Throw in a couple of well-meaning but ill-informed posts, and this is just another standard xxxjay thread. I'm still sitting here waiting for him to reach his rock bottom before one of the other alternatives ends up being the result.

I think Jay already hit the rock bottom. From what I get out of his drug infused videos and posts he is moving back to Atlanta to couchsurf at his friend's house. Lets see if those 'friends" are a bit better friends than those in LA. Good luck to all parties.

Fuckin right!

Attention seekers always want attention :pimp

So you move to a cheaper State or City away from the party lifestyle and away from anyone who takes drugs or alcohol, live below your means and get an offline job. Spend a while reassessing your priorities and before you know it you're back on the road to recovery.

Wherever you go, there you are.

Ancient dope fiend proverb.

:1orglaugh :1orglaugh :1orglaugh :1orglaugh ...

A short to medium stay in rehab probably wouldn't go astray. :2 cents:

:2 cents::2 cents:

well EST thinks your site is infected and blocked me from reading it so i guess i have no idea wtf your talking about.

I was a programmer for a bit now I fix houses not sure what next getting fucked up and breaking chairs on youtube won't help

it is prove how gangster and rock n roll he still is. :2 cents: hope new location not give shit about all that so get better.

Programmers are still doing ok to the best of my knowledge. Can be damned hard to find one when you need him, I know that much...

So what is the story on who double crossed Jay? What happened?
I don't like when people use suicide talk all of the time but I think with someone like Jay once you live so hard and live so fast for so long, what happens is, the lack of stimulation and all of that in any semblance of a normal existence truly does make someone want to just pull it out .. like that one old song


See

I don't know much about Jay but it definitely looks like his cat reference applies . . Sometimes when you've been living fast or whatever else you end up with more of an impulse right now brain than a peaceful thinking one

One thing I can assure you of, Jay, whether or not there was betrayal - if there was, you still have to face yourself and take responsibility for allowing it to happen, in most instances. I've been dealing with that, myself, in a BIG way . . .

The only thing that saved my ass was realizing I have to take responsibility
Yes, they were wrong and did inconscionable despicable acts, un provoked - but I was wrong for allowing it all to happen
If you don't realize THAT, how can you EVER come back up?
If you allow yourself to wallow in how unfair and fucked up shit is you'll keep sinking - guaranteed.

My own grandmother tried to get me locked up for a long time
My closest friend turned around and did that same thing
I have not done the time you have but I was sweating a 1-5 for several months
Meanwhile I fought my way through SEVEN cases since 2011
At the end of the day it's LIKE doing time sometimes - never knowing when which PO will decide to cage you for any little reason. It was all a long story but in the middle of everything my woman got badly sick and I took care of her bitch azz for two + years ... also ended in betrayal, of course . .
I don't know I've never done hard drugs or partied like that - I have no idea of what all you're dealing with. I do understand what it is to be betrayed and fucked with and fucked over . By the few few people I was ever close with . I do know what it is to sweat .
Speaking of sweat I even spent a couple of summers outside when it was well over 100F outside and I hustled everything from tires to lumber to computers YOU NAME IT and I think NOT GIVING UP and WORKING SO HARD saved my life if anything did

The harder these turncoat no account bastads push you the HARDER YOU KEEP PUSHING TO MOVE FORWARD

Face yourself
Face the truth about bad people
Break yourself to make yourself

Frankly, I think your music is terrible and I doubt I'd get along with you AT ALL, but I see a lot of myself when I see you saying things .. I actually like you, as far as I can tell, and that means a LOT coming from me since I like you even though you're male.

My favorite saying which helped me survive the past several years
I live by these:
1. I'ma make it, because fuck you
2. Fuck everything
3. Nothing matters to anyone
4. Find a way make a way


PS: After dealing with so many chemicals and so much stimulation for so long, your brain must need some rest. I would imagine that your thoughts are scattered, a little scary and maybe even a bit confusing, for now.
Give yourself a break and don't kick yourself to hard - you ain't going to be at 100% tomorrow overnight
Who would be?

But don't let that be a crutch that buries you, neither, feel me?

I hope any of this made sense at all. I am VERY tired.

I think you and Jay should work together and make a fresh start, maybe start a laundromat business together.

ummm.... no, sorry. You have the Gspotproductions style of posting: Inane, standard remarks in line with whatever the popular opinion on the topic is.
Paired with cookie cutter emotions that look like they are copied from cheap reality TV shows, but that nobody actually says in real life, and you have weird fake feeling posts like yours.

Are you a bot?

Having had a previous life in the music industry as a journalist I have seen this sad story many, many times. It never ends well. It's either suicide, overdoes or, in rare cases, rehab and sobriety.

The "problem" here is Jay is trying so desperately to get back to his on top lifestyle that it will probably kill him - especially if he ever does "get there" and finds out that former life he wishes he had so badly in fact sucks ass.

Best of luck to him but unless he changes his goals in life nothing else much will change.

3. Stay of social media, and be productive like you used to be man! I miss requesting link exchanges with you!! :pimp

I doubt it had anything to do with music. I would start with ego. :2 cents:

Only assholes do that.

:pimp Peace, Love, Unity, Respect :pimp

Lol :thumbsup

Man i feel like some IMarketers are a special breed of pussies

A lot of you make or made more money than most people could EVER dream to make in the quickest way ever (at home, jerking off, etc) , squander it and complain about it. Unbelievable. Most people are stressed every fucking day of their life about money, etc with no relief in sight. Not only in the US but around the world.

Get your shit together, own up to your mistakes, rebuild, move the fuck on with your first world lives etc.

No fucking complaining.