We all gotta go at some point :helpme

We don't need those people here :2 cents:

I get it. Talentless clown with habit of blaming everyone else except 1 person - himself.
Life is tough, buy a fucking helmet, crybaby.

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You assholes, I live in a country where some of the best paid jobs are to literally help crackheads get high, and people wonder why I'm broke and don't fit into this society?

I haven't found any money in calling out all of this insane shit, I mean, read the job description, it is to literally deal with people like me "clients who may also have serious functional impairment in the domains of physical health and personal, family, financial, occupational, and social life." haha.

I can't believe I'd hit rock bottom and then rent the basement of rock bottom, then find another tunnel down which leads to an elevator that becomes the penthhouse to yet another express escalator at a 45 degree angle towards the sub-basement of another series of rock bottoms where it's Christmas and I've been begging up USD for an iPhone 11ish. Like wow, haha. And I owe Dugmor! $88.88 USD which is like $140 Canadian now!

At least I feel motivated to work on my dating site today. Weird thing is, I used an Ionos code to "buy" the ModernDatingHelp.com website for $1, but, it turns out, they are "reviewing" my purchase and I didn't actually buy the domain for $1! What the fuck!

Imagine how funny it would have been if someone else had bought it after I mentioned it earlier. That would have been funny as fuck...

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Yooo... I've been buying domains for years and years and never have I spent $1 for a domain and then got an email like this... what in the fuck is this scammy shit because I paid money and I definitely didn't get the domain.

https://i.ibb.co/5BkHBqs/bestwishes.png

Best wishes my ass, where's my domain ya cunt? What the fuck is this scammy SHIT!

You can get paid top canadian dollar to help crackheads get high?

...But you choose to be a jobless bum forever victim?

Make this make sense bro.

How, with any good conscience, can I take a job where I'm helping people along on the conveyor belt of death? :1orglaugh:1orglaugh:1orglaugh

Make this make sense bro. :1orglaugh:1orglaugh:1orglaugh

Are you able to read the content of emails? Reading skill should be free of charge.

Hello PiffStenis it appears that you have not posted on our forums in several weeks, why not take a few moments to ask a question, help provide a solution or just engage in a conversation with another member in any one of our forums?

And to think we would've missed posts like these if you went away. LOL

Um... I was raised in the Bronx during the crack era bro...



Start @ 01:52 for extra clarity

there is a direct correlation between hernia and alcohol abuse. really not shocked you have one


still ebegging

no one believes you'll make any attempts to visit your kid. first step is getting clean

plus you have a source of income. every month like clockwork you post pics of elaborate meals you make (which always include bottles of hard alcohol) and then a week lata complaining your fridge is empty and Canada sucks/COVID, etc etc

I know what this monthly brief spurt of cash relates to in your province. I looked it up a while back when I noticed the pattern, curious to see if the date ranges overlap. won't mention the specifics here but you know what I mean

don't front


of course you are, dear

for real tho, what is it with practising alcoholics and delusions of grandeur?


love ya el C, next time you get down film it for me :winkwink:


I did read the job description you posted. 'harm reduction' is a term used to cover 'safer' usage to prevent addiction-related illnesses/infections, creating a lifeline to stigmatized people to try to help get them into treatment, prevent OD's, etc etc

that's the job. it's not "helping crackheads get high", it's about preventing the need of excess emerg med treatments, policing, courts, jails and such

you wouldn't be qualified for that job, being a barely functional addict yourself. that and the fact that your main job is finding excuses not to work

I put more effort into this post than you put into your life

your addiction? not your fault. your choices are


oh yes

At least Dugmor got his $88 worth, congrats on the awesome sig marketing 👌

Who wants to remind him that its Christmas time?

Merry Christmas crypto-asshole!

I'm working my ass off so I have something artsy and something of potential value to people to release in early January 2025. It would be fun to create and release cool projects that sustain themselves. Fingers crossed. Mice chewing dollar store spaghetti plastic is the loudest sound of poverty.

To say this is a difficult time is an understatement, but, scrounging up a phone is a necessity to survive at the moment. There have been great suggestions in this thread on how to unfuck my life, and I've used the resources I have to put together something that could make money in 2025, I have to look into how to allow other people to sell it and profit from it. Dugmor!'s out $88.88 with nothing to show for it but my limp digital dick over here and no video! 2025 has to start with high energy momentum.

January 12th I'm unbanned from Facebook and I can start selling all of my shit to fund my visit with my family, January is going to be a crazy month for personal growth but having a phone by January 12th is key to making the month as powerful as possible.

Maybe this can be a success story and I can turn it around and Dugmor! can get his $88.88 and spend it on something like a few beers and a great smorgasbord dinner, and he can appreciate the struggle and hustle, and forgive me for being unable to deliver a stellar 8888th post. I'd ask the moderators to ban my account but then it would skirt my responsibility for Dugmor's $88.88 and I'd turn into a mini Deecash and flee off into the night with my ill-gotten $88 bucks that I spent on fast food, gas, and weed.

If I stick around then at least I can hold myself to account for Dugmor!'s $88 bucks, and maybe pay it forward the next time a GFY'er is having a difficult go of things. If I just delete my account and fuck off, then Dugmor! would get cheated out of $88 bucks and my legacy would be that of a crazy scammer instead of just crazy.

Yeah... but I was hoping it would motivate Huggles to work with the new AI video production tools. He had a lot of cool ideas.

I'm sorry Dugmor!, once I get my cars sold I will send you back that $88.88, I still want to do some cool AI video stuff but I have to first go visit my kid and get my life together more. If I can't even manage to afford to go visit my family when they graciously invite me to stay with them and enjoy their company, how useless am I? Holy fuuuuuuuuck!!!

2025.... New year new me

It would be so cool to be able to take your likeness and put it into the Unreal Engine 5, maybe if I can't do it, someone else on GFY can do it and we'll see the first totally interactive 3D avatar pornstars with AI-driven personalities and dynamically generated voice lines before 2026!

Imagine the possibilities of taking people's likenesses and making movie and game assets out of them. Licensing your image out for game and film characters could be a future money maker.

Well I better get back to applying for minimum wage jobs, haha!

I believe you may have ADHD, undiagnosed high functioning autism and one of the worst case of procrastinating I've ever seen. You basically procrastinating yourself to death.

The alcohol is bad too, but I know very functional alcoholics so that ain't your cause, likely a coping effect for the fact you keep creating imaginary things that have to be done first before you actually do anything else, thereby never doing anything ever and drinking about it all while blaming everything and everybody else.

I just buried a woman a few weeks ago that had the same problem. Sad, but y'all made a choice to fail and avoid all solutions, and nobody else is going to take blame for it. The hard truth is once the show is over, everybody else's life will go on, and your self-induced life of misery till death will all be in vain and forgotten about.

Please look in the mirror as a man and get your shit together. That girl needs a dad and will be blaming you for not having one... not COVID masks, not Trudeau for being a lib, not rich GFYer's who wouldn't financially support your addictions, not Reddit for banning you, not gay people for being gay, ect... She will be blaming YOU, as a grown ass man that made his own choices.

Its really a no-brainer:

Step 1.
Shut up. All your excuses are bullshit

Step 2.
Quit the booze. You have a problem. Accept it and start dealing with it.

Step 3.
Get a job. Get your shit together. Once you can afford to feed and clothe yourself, THEN work on being an artist. Face the fact that your art is not in demand no matter how brilliant you think it is. Trying to double-down on the idea is nothing more than Sunken Cost Fallacy.

Bro... I'm eating mega shit on this post already, you've just repeating the same shit I've already heard. Okay, I get it, but I have a new project releasing just after January 1st (sometimes it takes 1-4 days for approval) and I'm basically humiliating myself here on GFY so one of you rich assholes helps me buy a phone and, in turn, I'll make videos and help promo whatever shit you got!

I have a triple product release coming right around the 1st of January, but I need to find a way to scrounge up a phone!

Do none of you GFY assholes have an old 11+ pro iPhone sitting around that I can use to sell my shit and document this retardedness and raise awareness for whatever shitty fuckin' brand would associate their ass with my strugglin' hustlin' ass!

Sharing the struggle on GFY has made the holiday season a lot less lonely, thanks GFY!

If I can get my shit together enough to make it to New Orleans, will you take me around one evening so I can get pics for GFY you fucking asshole?

Why do you need an iphone to sell stuff?

make a burner facebook/craigslit account and post ads with your email address, or direct message on facebook/email and meet them at arranged times

Just start

take the first step right now

stop putting barriers in front of yourself like "once i get a phone, then i can start"

Whether you think you can or you think you can't, you're right.

Onward!

So you fought the COVID vaccine and you are now "dying", logic ! :321GFY

Some people would rather die from cirrhosis of the liver than 5G activated magnetic microchip mass-murdering vaccines.

Bro… you clearly didn’t understand step 1

I'm glad you lost your job. How fucking irresponsible and idiotic to work in health with some of the most vulnerable people and be against taking life saving vaccines.

And before you or any other mouth breathers "it had a low death rate" yeah, but zoom in on the actual deaths and learn that the healthy survived but the vulnerable people didn't, elderly disabled seniors were some of the most vulnerable.

I wasn't against or for the vaccine but I still got 2 shots and a booster because my girlfriend at the time took care of her 95 year old grandfather and neither of us wanted to risk him because MUH FEAR OF NURDLES!!!!!!1!!1!1!!!

I hope this thread is a sobering wake up call for you.

And everyone else, I'm honestly impressed that you're all calling him out and not enabling his behavior. We've all grown up, it's kind of sad but also fantastic.

this is a lost cause :2 cents:

Nah, NOLA already has plenty of drunks, druggies and alcoholic losers filling the streets, we don't need any more.

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Lots of good advice in this thread. Hopefully it helps... and best of luck to you.
Tough times don't last, but tough people do.

This thread is just fuel for my comeback because I know bitches like you submitted to the needle out of cowardice. :1orglaugh:1orglaugh:1orglaugh

Submitted to who? I'm self employed bud.

See you in another month where you blame all your failures on other people and everyone just wants to "get the jab" instead of financing a loser drunk's dream of *checks notes* editing clips of dirty D's old content together in an "artistic way".

I have my old D-Frame PC case up for sale on Marketplace, getting rid of allllll of my stuff so I can get my life back together, holy fuuuuuuuuck! :mad:

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Still made the right choice not taking the COVID "vaccine", but damn it cost me basically everything. Quitting porn felt like the right thing to do at the time after I became a father, but after COVID there is no way I trust society enough to get a corporate job again. I'd rather scrape by in life than put my faith in a system that will squish you like a bug if you resist society's pressure, all to the cheering of the masses of assholes who happily complied so they could get back to trading crypto to get rich.

Even though my life is so fucked post-COVID, it does bring me great joy and a feeling of integrity to know that after all of the pressure, and watching all of the people scared by the media line up for the mystery shot, and after being mocked by the media and told we're going to have a "winter of death", my family just said "nope" and we all made it through just fine with zero worry about what the "vaccine" is still doing in our bodies. Even on Reddit's nursing subreddits, which used to be 100% in favour of the "vaccine" with zero dissent at all, even that subreddit has nurses openly saying that the vaxx fucked them up and they won't be taking anymore.

My mental health has been basically in the gutter since the extended 8+ months where I couldn't find work even as a dishwasher during COVID, I had liked being back in the "real world" after 15+ years of just selling porn and living a completely degenerate life, and the utter rejection I felt for being unvaccinated turned me into an alcoholic hermit! So far from the gregarious and active guy I was pre-COVID!

Ah well, this project I'm launching in early January probably won't make me much money, but it's tied into being outgoing and I have a video to post on here to get some attention for said project. It's meant to enhance people's lives.

The thing about me is, I can make a post where I spill my guts and openly show that my life is broken, but when my life was winning, my worst day was still better than your best day, so I don't really feel any sense of shame.

In fact, all of the people hating on me for living my life to the max and then having an incredibly challenging time since COVID, it is actually motivating for me to succeed again, just like how the hate I received from the vaccinated helped me be resolute in refusing to take that clot shot.

Maybe I just needed to see some haters to fuel me. It's better than just sniffing my own farts sitting in a shack at the side of a highway wondering what the fuck to do with my life?!

You clearly made money in the past, so I'm sure you can get back on that same level. Everyone falls on hard times at some point. You already did it once before so I'm sure you can do it again

The last piece of advice I will give you is this:

Lose the loser mentality. You need to stop going on and on about covid. Move on. Yeah you don't like the vaccine, and "lost everything because of covid and the vaccine etc etc etc" You've established that. Let it go now.

Focus on what's ahead now instead of talking about this fucking covid vaccine over and over again and how much it's to blame for everything.


That's a loser mentality.

You're not a loser, correct? So stop it with that

Now focus on the grind

I'd also avoid political threads, conspiracy nut job youtube channels, arguing with people online about covid. Those things will do absolutely ZERO to improve your life. The only resource you have right now is time. Spend it wisely on things that will improve your situation.

It's been 2+ years and you're still bitching and moaning about the vaccine online. You're a raging alcoholic with a hernia, unemployed, can't see your kid, living in your own filth. And you think you made the right decision? You think you're better off today then you would've been if you had taken the vaccine?

You need serious, actual help from professionals, not ChatGPT. You don't even realize just how bad your brain rot is and quitting drinking isn't going to reverse that. If not for yourself then at least for your kid, focus on getting actual professional help.

:2 cents::2 cents::2 cents:

Spiritually I'm stronger and better off, but financially, mentally, and socially I'm totally ruined!

I still think I made the right choice.

It brings me great joy that so many other people took the easy route and just caved and took it even when many, many people regret taking it, and despite everything and as painful as the system made it for people like me, I fucking made it through without breaking.

If I could just make an extra $1000-$2000 USD a month my life would be fucking awesome again in a hurry, fueling up on haterade in this thread to motivate myself to get my shit together and shine again. Once I have a cell phone again, I'll be feeling pretty bougie driving around in my Dodge Stratus. :pimp

I thought that's what I'm getting in this thread? :1orglaugh:1orglaugh:1orglaugh

You are absolutely delusional if you think resisting taking a vaccine was some sort of struggle. You literally self-imposed hardship on yourself for an imaginary problem.

Drop the booze and get help. You’re slowly killing yourself for no reason at all. If you’re not man enough to do it for yourself, do it for your kid

The behavior you are showing, I've seen with family and friends. Never said anything soon enough, because honestly I was a little afraid. Your family and friends might be the same way. Based on my experience, I feel I have to say something.

Alcohol is not your problem. It's certainly adding to it, but you're using alcohol to treat your downs. You also have ups. Both can be seen in this very thread, and your other posting patterns. You are showing some signs of grandeur as well.

ChatGPT is not your therapist. It's feeding you what you feed it and most likely making the problem worse.

What you need is a chat with a real doctor.

Share with them some of your text that you have been sharing here, that will get things started. Then let them talk to your friends and family to get a glimpse of your other behaviors. It's highly likely you don't know everything that you are doing and it's also highly likely you are hurting people that you love, which I'm sure you don't want to be doing.

Take a timeout. Set an appointment with a doctor. And make some real progress.

Good luck.

They said "let us inject you with this mystery juice or lose your job" and I chose to decline the experiment. Someday the COVID "vaccine" is going to be seen as a huge crime against people around the world. Slowly you can even see the echo chamber of Reddit start to acknowledge that it fucked up a ton of people.

There are still so many people big mad that people like me were able to resist the incredible pressures society used to try and force us to comply... sooooo glad my kid and baby momma didn't take it either!

2021-2024 hardest years of my life hands down without a question. Nothing compares to the total alienation from society for refusing the experimental shot. I completely stopped participating in society and life, basically, and that's how I became an alcoholic hermit and why I need to get a phone and get back into being my pre-COVID self!

The fact that you take time to respond to anything Covid related, but don't reply to posts like Sly's above shows how disconnected from reality you have become.

I think your life is in serious danger to be honest with you. Like Sly said the extreme downs to the extreme ups like you've shown in this thread are really concerning.

If you want to live, I would suggest you seek professional help like many people have said. You have a daughter that you love, right? Is she worth going to 1 doctor visit and seeing what they have to say?

Even if you don't trust doctors/the government/vaccine/etc. What do you have to lose at this point? You're already at rock bottom. At least see what they have to say. You owe your family and yourself at least that much

I hope I'm wrong, but I feel like you are most likely isolated from social contact and just spend your time on the computer watching conspiracy theorists online. That won't end well.

Lots of people here have offered to talk to you privately and shared resources with you.

Do you have an open mind? At least see what a professional has to say. It may very well save your life.


Or you can continue talking about covid conspiracies and continue to do nothing. Which will likely lead to more substance abuse and ultimately in your death somehow most likely

or maybe you can have an open mind and see a professional

I've dealt with this twice in my life and both times absolutely brutal. I won't pretend it was as hard on me as the other person, but it was brutal.

I guarantee you Huggles, you are hurting someone that loves you.

If that matters to you at all, just make one phone call.

Buddy, all I need to get my life back together is an income, all it takes is some money and my life would be rocking again.

What's a professional going to say "Well uhh... I guess you should have taken the vaccine," is about the limits of what doctors can say or do outside of prescribing medications. My father-in-law is a psychiatrist, they just throw pills at people and see what sticks. ChatGPT is a great therapist, downsizing all of my stuff solves a bunch of my problems. Have you ever gone to therapy? ChatGPT is soooooooo much better!

Like seriously dude, do you think if I had the money to hop in my car and go see my kid I'd be posting on GFY during the holidays?

December was a tough month because I barely had money to get my kid a present of a ton of Roblox bux, but I can't afford to go visit her. I then realized that there's no way I can deliver a sick ass 8888th post for Dugmor! when I'm morbidly depressed over not being able to spend Christmas with my family. And I couldn't work on anything because I was hung up on the fact that I had no money to go see family, so I barely worked. That's why I was freaking out and thought about quitting GFY and just getting a minimum wage job. But once I saw all the rabid hate in this thread, I started feeling good about making a comeback!

Just need to put more effort into making sick ass compilation videos that get the wankers riled up enough to pull out their credit cards.

Bro my hands and feet haven't worked in 30 years. My health care expenses are $9k a month. Crazy part? People have it worse than me.

Nobody believes your vaccine beliefs are preventing you from making a couple bucks except you.

But that's what you are latching onto, because, yeah...

Yes!

That is why I made my misery music videos and posted them on X. After COVID, the streets of my hometown are much, much worse than ever before. People dying openly in the streets, 2 blocks from the sick loft I used to live at.

Do you think I've been focused on making money when I spent my time creating several videos like this, which got 100's and 100's of thousands of views on X before I was banned?



Back when I was happy-go-lucky and felt like I had a place in society, money flowed to me soooooo easy, even after I quit porn, I had jobs offered to me, good jobs! Working with disabled seniors was so fun, and I had plans to get a minibus so I could take more seniors on trips at a time and make more money!

Now I'm an alcoholic hermit but I feel like actually doing shit again, I know if I had the resources I could turn Dugmor! into a video game character and show off the artistic talents I possess, but it's hard to focus on high IQ tasks when you miss your family and have no money to feed yourself, haha. So I have to sell my shit off and figure out how to get my income up.

I thought I was going to have to live under a bridge by the end of this month, but a couple GFY'ers helped out and I have enough shit to sell to keep livin' the dream... just need to get another cell phone ASAP.

you sexy you, keep being strong and ignore this troll brother.

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