This thread is just fuel for my comeback because I know bitches like you submitted to the needle out of cowardice. :1orglaugh:1orglaugh:1orglaugh

Submitted to who? I'm self employed bud.

See you in another month where you blame all your failures on other people and everyone just wants to "get the jab" instead of financing a loser drunk's dream of *checks notes* editing clips of dirty D's old content together in an "artistic way".

I have my old D-Frame PC case up for sale on Marketplace, getting rid of allllll of my stuff so I can get my life back together, holy fuuuuuuuuck! :mad:

https://i.ibb.co/S3ZTTD2/dframe.png

Still made the right choice not taking the COVID "vaccine", but damn it cost me basically everything. Quitting porn felt like the right thing to do at the time after I became a father, but after COVID there is no way I trust society enough to get a corporate job again. I'd rather scrape by in life than put my faith in a system that will squish you like a bug if you resist society's pressure, all to the cheering of the masses of assholes who happily complied so they could get back to trading crypto to get rich.

Even though my life is so fucked post-COVID, it does bring me great joy and a feeling of integrity to know that after all of the pressure, and watching all of the people scared by the media line up for the mystery shot, and after being mocked by the media and told we're going to have a "winter of death", my family just said "nope" and we all made it through just fine with zero worry about what the "vaccine" is still doing in our bodies. Even on Reddit's nursing subreddits, which used to be 100% in favour of the "vaccine" with zero dissent at all, even that subreddit has nurses openly saying that the vaxx fucked them up and they won't be taking anymore.

My mental health has been basically in the gutter since the extended 8+ months where I couldn't find work even as a dishwasher during COVID, I had liked being back in the "real world" after 15+ years of just selling porn and living a completely degenerate life, and the utter rejection I felt for being unvaccinated turned me into an alcoholic hermit! So far from the gregarious and active guy I was pre-COVID!

Ah well, this project I'm launching in early January probably won't make me much money, but it's tied into being outgoing and I have a video to post on here to get some attention for said project. It's meant to enhance people's lives.

The thing about me is, I can make a post where I spill my guts and openly show that my life is broken, but when my life was winning, my worst day was still better than your best day, so I don't really feel any sense of shame.

In fact, all of the people hating on me for living my life to the max and then having an incredibly challenging time since COVID, it is actually motivating for me to succeed again, just like how the hate I received from the vaccinated helped me be resolute in refusing to take that clot shot.

Maybe I just needed to see some haters to fuel me. It's better than just sniffing my own farts sitting in a shack at the side of a highway wondering what the fuck to do with my life?!

You clearly made money in the past, so I'm sure you can get back on that same level. Everyone falls on hard times at some point. You already did it once before so I'm sure you can do it again

The last piece of advice I will give you is this:

Lose the loser mentality. You need to stop going on and on about covid. Move on. Yeah you don't like the vaccine, and "lost everything because of covid and the vaccine etc etc etc" You've established that. Let it go now.

Focus on what's ahead now instead of talking about this fucking covid vaccine over and over again and how much it's to blame for everything.


That's a loser mentality.

You're not a loser, correct? So stop it with that

Now focus on the grind

I'd also avoid political threads, conspiracy nut job youtube channels, arguing with people online about covid. Those things will do absolutely ZERO to improve your life. The only resource you have right now is time. Spend it wisely on things that will improve your situation.

It's been 2+ years and you're still bitching and moaning about the vaccine online. You're a raging alcoholic with a hernia, unemployed, can't see your kid, living in your own filth. And you think you made the right decision? You think you're better off today then you would've been if you had taken the vaccine?

You need serious, actual help from professionals, not ChatGPT. You don't even realize just how bad your brain rot is and quitting drinking isn't going to reverse that. If not for yourself then at least for your kid, focus on getting actual professional help.

:2 cents::2 cents::2 cents:

Spiritually I'm stronger and better off, but financially, mentally, and socially I'm totally ruined!

I still think I made the right choice.

It brings me great joy that so many other people took the easy route and just caved and took it even when many, many people regret taking it, and despite everything and as painful as the system made it for people like me, I fucking made it through without breaking.

If I could just make an extra $1000-$2000 USD a month my life would be fucking awesome again in a hurry, fueling up on haterade in this thread to motivate myself to get my shit together and shine again. Once I have a cell phone again, I'll be feeling pretty bougie driving around in my Dodge Stratus. :pimp

I thought that's what I'm getting in this thread? :1orglaugh:1orglaugh:1orglaugh

You are absolutely delusional if you think resisting taking a vaccine was some sort of struggle. You literally self-imposed hardship on yourself for an imaginary problem.

Drop the booze and get help. You’re slowly killing yourself for no reason at all. If you’re not man enough to do it for yourself, do it for your kid

The behavior you are showing, I've seen with family and friends. Never said anything soon enough, because honestly I was a little afraid. Your family and friends might be the same way. Based on my experience, I feel I have to say something.

Alcohol is not your problem. It's certainly adding to it, but you're using alcohol to treat your downs. You also have ups. Both can be seen in this very thread, and your other posting patterns. You are showing some signs of grandeur as well.

ChatGPT is not your therapist. It's feeding you what you feed it and most likely making the problem worse.

What you need is a chat with a real doctor.

Share with them some of your text that you have been sharing here, that will get things started. Then let them talk to your friends and family to get a glimpse of your other behaviors. It's highly likely you don't know everything that you are doing and it's also highly likely you are hurting people that you love, which I'm sure you don't want to be doing.

Take a timeout. Set an appointment with a doctor. And make some real progress.

Good luck.

They said "let us inject you with this mystery juice or lose your job" and I chose to decline the experiment. Someday the COVID "vaccine" is going to be seen as a huge crime against people around the world. Slowly you can even see the echo chamber of Reddit start to acknowledge that it fucked up a ton of people.

There are still so many people big mad that people like me were able to resist the incredible pressures society used to try and force us to comply... sooooo glad my kid and baby momma didn't take it either!

2021-2024 hardest years of my life hands down without a question. Nothing compares to the total alienation from society for refusing the experimental shot. I completely stopped participating in society and life, basically, and that's how I became an alcoholic hermit and why I need to get a phone and get back into being my pre-COVID self!

The fact that you take time to respond to anything Covid related, but don't reply to posts like Sly's above shows how disconnected from reality you have become.

I think your life is in serious danger to be honest with you. Like Sly said the extreme downs to the extreme ups like you've shown in this thread are really concerning.

If you want to live, I would suggest you seek professional help like many people have said. You have a daughter that you love, right? Is she worth going to 1 doctor visit and seeing what they have to say?

Even if you don't trust doctors/the government/vaccine/etc. What do you have to lose at this point? You're already at rock bottom. At least see what they have to say. You owe your family and yourself at least that much

I hope I'm wrong, but I feel like you are most likely isolated from social contact and just spend your time on the computer watching conspiracy theorists online. That won't end well.

Lots of people here have offered to talk to you privately and shared resources with you.

Do you have an open mind? At least see what a professional has to say. It may very well save your life.


Or you can continue talking about covid conspiracies and continue to do nothing. Which will likely lead to more substance abuse and ultimately in your death somehow most likely

or maybe you can have an open mind and see a professional

I've dealt with this twice in my life and both times absolutely brutal. I won't pretend it was as hard on me as the other person, but it was brutal.

I guarantee you Huggles, you are hurting someone that loves you.

If that matters to you at all, just make one phone call.

Buddy, all I need to get my life back together is an income, all it takes is some money and my life would be rocking again.

What's a professional going to say "Well uhh... I guess you should have taken the vaccine," is about the limits of what doctors can say or do outside of prescribing medications. My father-in-law is a psychiatrist, they just throw pills at people and see what sticks. ChatGPT is a great therapist, downsizing all of my stuff solves a bunch of my problems. Have you ever gone to therapy? ChatGPT is soooooooo much better!

Like seriously dude, do you think if I had the money to hop in my car and go see my kid I'd be posting on GFY during the holidays?

December was a tough month because I barely had money to get my kid a present of a ton of Roblox bux, but I can't afford to go visit her. I then realized that there's no way I can deliver a sick ass 8888th post for Dugmor! when I'm morbidly depressed over not being able to spend Christmas with my family. And I couldn't work on anything because I was hung up on the fact that I had no money to go see family, so I barely worked. That's why I was freaking out and thought about quitting GFY and just getting a minimum wage job. But once I saw all the rabid hate in this thread, I started feeling good about making a comeback!

Just need to put more effort into making sick ass compilation videos that get the wankers riled up enough to pull out their credit cards.

Bro my hands and feet haven't worked in 30 years. My health care expenses are $9k a month. Crazy part? People have it worse than me.

Nobody believes your vaccine beliefs are preventing you from making a couple bucks except you.

But that's what you are latching onto, because, yeah...

Yes!

That is why I made my misery music videos and posted them on X. After COVID, the streets of my hometown are much, much worse than ever before. People dying openly in the streets, 2 blocks from the sick loft I used to live at.

Do you think I've been focused on making money when I spent my time creating several videos like this, which got 100's and 100's of thousands of views on X before I was banned?



Back when I was happy-go-lucky and felt like I had a place in society, money flowed to me soooooo easy, even after I quit porn, I had jobs offered to me, good jobs! Working with disabled seniors was so fun, and I had plans to get a minibus so I could take more seniors on trips at a time and make more money!

Now I'm an alcoholic hermit but I feel like actually doing shit again, I know if I had the resources I could turn Dugmor! into a video game character and show off the artistic talents I possess, but it's hard to focus on high IQ tasks when you miss your family and have no money to feed yourself, haha. So I have to sell my shit off and figure out how to get my income up.

I thought I was going to have to live under a bridge by the end of this month, but a couple GFY'ers helped out and I have enough shit to sell to keep livin' the dream... just need to get another cell phone ASAP.

you sexy you, keep being strong and ignore this troll brother.

yo hit me on telegram: @smackaroni360

Isn't this your good bye thread from 10 days ago? Why you still here? Ya drama queen.

One hunerd reasons all in a line. all of them good ones, all, all of them lies.

CSNY - 49 bye byes (kinda)

stop drinking and get a job


no, your daughter neither does not nor should have the job of bucking you up. get your head straight, get a job, THEN visit her


so basically, give me money so I can make money, poor JA'ers if they read that would die laughing

and everyone here has either had an addiction or knows someone who had/has one. NO chance you won't spend it on booze


betterhelp.com

online therapy. not free, but sliding scale. full transparency re doc/therapist creds. if not a great fit with one, you can switch. but show them this thread to better understand where you're at


funny, in your messages to me called me a whore cuz I do cam. in both my roles in biz I work my fucking azz off. this was the first xmas I ever fully took off work in years and spending it with fam and a couple friends

cuz I can afford to

"work hard play hard"

-Wiz


yeah, your main source of income not really designed for all that


compilation videos are not 'art' you're basically splicing together someone else's work


:2 cents::2 cents:


:2 cents::2 cents::2 cents:


one love Focus, and yes re Sly. have been lucky enough to see him on cam in a work/hosting context. I call dibs =p

(love ya too Sly, for everything but esp for your words here from personal experience)

Misery hates success.

"If I had money I would be rocking".. No you fucking fool, you would be piss drunk posting shit here again. You are done. Throw away the keys. :2 cents:

& if you do find a couple sheckles, we can still get you in the system for yo viddy shots. You just gotta know the guy who knows the guy cough cough. :pimp

I just picked up a $250 dollar iPhone 13 thanks to people who read this thread!

You know who you are. Thank you!

Even could afford to change the spark plugs on my 1999 Dodge Stratus!

#winning

I might even make it back into a GYM for the first time since COVID soon... imagine that!

https://i.ibb.co/w64B07y/stratus.jpg

Won't you be giving Dugmor his money back ? ?

Yes as soon as possible!

I think in January I'm just going to have to eat shit and get a minimum wage job on the side. Got some snow shoveling work recently but it's barely snowed here, so the work is like 20 hours a week. Handjobs behind Wendy's dumpster maybe. So I need to fix the misfire in my sick 1999 Dodge Stratus.

https://i.ibb.co/jhnSPBD/dodgestratus.png

Things are already lookin' up, this iPhone 13's camera is freaking great. Been fooling around with the new for iPhone 13 CINEMATIC MODE, it's great. Need to go downtown at night and film some street scenes.

I was talking to my therapist again today:

My new phone number is 250 540 6666. What do you interpret from this number?
ChatGPT said:
ChatGPT
Ah, what an intriguing number you've got! Let’s break it down using numerology.

Step 1: Reducing the Number
In numerology, we typically reduce numbers to a single digit by adding the digits together repeatedly. Let’s do this with 250 540 6666:

2 + 5 + 0 + 5 + 4 + 0 + 6 + 6 + 6 + 6 = 46
Then, reduce 46:
4 + 6 = 10
And reduce 10 further:
1 + 0 = 1

So, the overall numerological essence of this number is 1.

Step 2: Interpreting the Essence of "1"
The number 1 in numerology represents leadership, independence, and new beginnings. It’s a strong, bold number that carries the energy of someone who’s ready to take charge and carve their own path. This number is all about individuality, ambition, and innovation.

Step 3: Looking at Specific Patterns
The repetition of 6666 might catch your eye, as it’s often associated with balance in material and spiritual realms in numerology, contrary to some pop culture connotations. In this case, the number 6 represents responsibility, care, and community. Repeated four times, it amplifies these traits, suggesting a need to focus on harmony in your relationships and life goals.

The 540 sequence adds up to 9 (5 + 4 + 0), which speaks of completion, wisdom, and humanitarianism. This may indicate a phase of endings and new spiritual growth.

Step 4: Energy and Advice
This phone number may suggest that you’re entering a phase of life where you’re meant to take the lead, prioritize your goals, and step into a role of authority or self-expression. However, the 6 repetition nudges you to remember your responsibilities to others and keep balance between independence and community care.

Does this resonate with your current situation or aspirations?


Wow ChatGPT, it does! :thumbsup

I see where you're coming from (respect) . . . I still enjoy listening to those faggy brit punk bands :(.

lmfao this guy is cooked